well at least that's the case for me
and i'm sick and tired of handling the same thing over and over again.
birthday came, and went
i had the sweetest surprise
short
and then another celebration with my colleagues
it's touching to have them celebrating my 19th
even though it was 1 day after.
it's the thought that counts, and they make me feel like family.
who says you can only celebrate birthdays on 1 day every year? (:
and though i had to go back to sch for camp song singing
i was pleasantly surprised with the birthday song
thank you for that lovely tune, GPs.
as always
no celebration with my family
i'm getting used to it anyway
oh well.
oh before i forget.
thank you X-Jump!
sry for the "inverted" surprise
it wasn't planned.
but still, thx for the cake
too much has happened over the past few days
i've said alot
and i've said enough
like i mentioned,
i'm tired of repeating myself
it's funny how hypocritical some people may be
talking about passion for this and that
i'm digusted
because each time he/she uses the word "passion" to potray his "oh-so-nice" image.
why do you have to use it to protect yourself?
and i wonder if he/she truely knows the meaning of "passion"
i find it pointless to go on
this debate never seem to end
because each time a warning is given
nobody takes it
and when things go wrong
people start saying "early know this...", "early know that..."
but when warned earlier, they didn't heed the advice.
i never side with people who are in the wrong
even if he/she is my best friend
it's proven.
yes people do deserve a 2nd chance
but for him/her,
too many chances have been wasted
and i no longer see a need to show any respect.
and when i start saying something
people will start accusing me of interfering too much
so why do i bother
why give others a chance to say i'm hungry for power
when all i wanted to do was help.
i've helped enough
and i've got my fair share of problems
so leave me out of urs
(:
oh btw,
to any sr excos who read my blog
i'm sorry for troubling any of you with the call
i tried to do wat i thought was best for the next year.
though the letter was never drafted
because i found it pointless to waste my time over that person (:
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