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what on earth is wrong with certain ppl.
they just can't get alive
can they?
MOVE ON PPL. MOVE ON!

oh i'm utterly digusted after watching The Departed.
totally rip-off from the Hong Kong movie, Infernal Affairs
aside from mentioning vulgarities for god knows how many times,
and some change of plans to the ending,
THE MOVIE HAD AN EXACT PLOT AND STORYLINE AS THE HK ONE!
what a waste of time.

well that proves one thing.
Hong Kong - or you can say Chinese - movies are still up to the mark

if i'm asked to rate The Departed,
i'd rather not. cause it would be an insult
yes. insult, to the producers and director of Infernal Affairs.
and if there's gonna be a The Departed 2,
PLEASE DO NOT PAY TO WATCH IT!

bye bye.
i'm off to bed
my headache's killing me

hi all.
i've learnt plenty
too much.
after watching all the movies that i downloaded
note: pornography was not intended, if any

well i think i prefer the war movies more
in fact, i've got more alot
note again: too much war movies ain't healthy
but then, they are the ones that taught me the most
friendship, love, to sacrifice for others, many more
those movies tell us how cruel a war can be

if wars weren't created
enemies could have became friends

forgive and forget
yes, that's another thing that i picked up through the movies
not that it happened that way in the movie
but if different countries give in the one another
there's no need for a war, ain't it?

i'll learn to forgive and forget
some things will never end if both parties don't compromise
if one side refuse to take your suggestion/comment
so be it if i'm on the losing end
i cannot always have things my way
nor can i always have people having the same mindset as me
so i'll just do watever i'm tasked with
and get it done and over with it.

well i hope the nuclear conflict goes the same way too
either way, someone has to compromise
and i don't see a reason for NK to be a nuclear power.
what? they gonna bomb aliens with it?

oh i've yet to comment anything bout SP Superstar.
i wouldn't say much bout things that happened beforehand
because like i said, forgive and forget.
it's all the past now, nth can change it
but i sorta like the musical
nah, not the storyline
it's the way the musical was made, and played.
and i'm sure proud of my fellow friends involved in the play
faliq, whom many voted as the best idol
and angela, who was involved in most of the dances
i guess their hardwork definitely paid off.

well things are getting busier now
i guess i'll just have to concentrate
and focus on certain stuffs
union stuffs.
sec sch prom stuffs.
and not forgetting my studies.

oh, and of course spare time for my dearest (:

i'm tired. and i duno why
i didn't do much of running for captain's ball
i'm fustrated. i dun understand why either
why people don't understand the point that i'm bringing across
i'm posting this.
because i feel like pouring everything out

god knows why i went to school just to play captain's ball
PSI hit 113
when is the rain gonna come?
and i thought it was gonna be a spsu team
but it wasn't to be.
nigel couldn't play. to make way for others
maybe it's his wish. maybe? i duno.

i thought no IVP players was playing captain's ball
because that was wat i'm told
i thought it was more then enough
having IVP players in basketball and soccer
and now even captain's ball
we're including them, even when we have SPSU ppl willing to be part of the team.

the match was totally under our control
i guess?
okay maybe not. the second half was haywire.
we did well in the first half
and when half time came
ppl started to give plenty of suggestions
wanting to do this and that
i disagreed and gave my opinion
and others insisted on their own idea
fine. i took back wat i said.

we started to let in more points
but nobody did anything to rectify any mistakes
nobody told that culprit he was out of position
half the time i was trying to make the pace of the game slower
the ball passed so quickly into the opponents half
and possession of the ball was lost again

and the next moment, i was told to slow the pace down
how the hell am i supposed to control the game
when the IVP players refuse to play with the team's strategy
the blocker is always pushing forward
while i had to stay back and cover him
how to play according to wat i'm told?

the match ended, so-called thrashing
we won, big deal.
our opponents didn't have anyone matching the height of our players.
we were all depending so much on the 2 IVP players.
the best part, the match went out of hand
when both of them took the game to their own styles.

people suggested to have training after the game
yes, the both of them.
both groups weren't seperated equally
and one side ended like sitting ducks
to me, it was more like a slam dunk session
so much for training.
to my dearest TEAM MANAGER
u should have been there to see wat ur 2 IVP players were doing.
ask farhan jr wat he saw.

i dislike hockey club trainings
because of the biasness the coaches show.
and as much as i hope for SPSU to win in captain's ball
i think the way things are being handled is totally out of hand.

maybe people are just desperate to win the Inter-cons plate
maybe that's why things are the way it is right now
we may have won today
and i have seen plenty of captain's ball matches played in Inter-cons
at the rate we're going, we may not even go pass the group stage.

i'm unhappy, not because of having the IVP players in the team
now that decisions were already made
i won't object to having both of them
but if they are given more privilege over others
then why name the team "SPSU"?

i've been speaking up for too many people
since the previous council
and i think i spoke too much
because it's pointless
those guys don't appreciate it
i'm tired of helping.

and to marcus
u think twice before yelling at me
captain, in-charge, watever u are
u should have done something bout the training
instead u continued.
maybe u enjoyed it, u thought it was a form of enjoyment for the team
well. u bet. the winning team did
especially those dunking.

maybe i'm tired
because of watever i have mentioned above.

oh yes.
like i mentioned in my previous post
this is the real me.

damn the haze.
my nose feels so irritated right now
and i feel so blardy warm.
god knows whyy my house has 3 air-cons
and i was told not to switch the one in my room on.
someone pls remove it

shafiq.
DUN COMPLAIN CAN
be happy that ur name appear the most on that stupid quiz!
hahaha.
at least i didn't put u on the hate list =P

i just can't stand certain ppl
stuck around like your good friend
to get some benefits from you
behaves like he's your long time buddy
and when the time comes
he just ditches u one side
and gives u crap reasons
oh come on. i'm 18
i've lived long enough to see what you're up to

power crazy
u wan u take lah
i'm can't be bothered to fight for it
hmm no.
i'm not good enough
yeah. watever

hmm
i'm pretty cold towards everyone nowadays
i think i prefer it this way
much more like the real me.
rather than going around smiling like a jackass
being a hypocrite.
what's wrong with being myself (:

oh damn
i wish sch is closed tomorrow
damn PSI over 100 but we're still having classes

1. full name: Ang Xiang Yao, Jeremy
2. name backwards: Ymerej, Oay Gnaix Gna
3. were you named after someone: God knows.
4. meaning of name: Don't know, don't wish to know
5. nickname: (: Shalln't say
6. screen name: Ever changing.
7. D.O.B: It's already written on the left
8. place of birth: Singapore
9. nationality: Singaporean
10. current location: My home
11. star sign: Pisces
12. religion: Buddhism
13. shoe size: 8? 8.5? hahaha.
14. hair colour: Brown
15. eye colour: Black
16. who do you look like: My dad
17. innie or outtie: Huh?
18. leftie or rightie: Left
19. gay, straight, bi or others: What's others? 1/4 or 3/4?!? straight (:
20. best friends: blardyhood + eugene + marcus + fiq + farhan + rudy
21. best friend you trust most: eugene (AND rudy - well u said friend)
22. favourite pals: Same as best friends (:
23. best friend of opposite sex: blardyhood + cj + joanna + jelena
24. best buddies: ALL OF THE ABOVE
25. boyfriend or girlfriend: Girlfriend, yes.
26. crush: Not now.
27. parents: One dad one mum -.-"
28. worst enemy: You don't wana know.
29. favourite online guy: WTF?!?
30. favourite online girl: Not interested.
31. craziest friend: shafiq (:
32. advice friend: eugene? anyone actuallyy.
33. loudest friend: shafiq.
34. person you cry with: I cry to my pillow, not some person
35. any sisters: Yes, an irritating one
36. any brothers: I wish i can exchange for one.
37. any pets: WYWY!
38. any disease: Long time since i went for check-up =x
39. pagers: No
40. personal phone line: I won't tell you
41. cell phone: Nokia 6610i
42. pool or hot tub: POOL
43. a car: Must have.
44. your personality: One that many won't like (:
45. driving: Soon i guess
46. room: Yes.
47. whats missing: I'll tell you if i can find it
48. school: Singapore Polytechnic.
49. bed colour: Blue?
50. relationship with parents: What you expecting? Intimate?!?
51. believe in yourself: Most of the times.
52. believe in love at first sight: Yes, but never once worked out. HAHA
54. get along well with parents: Get along, yes. get along WELL, no.
55. save email conversations: Important ones.
56. believe in reincarnation: Ask me again in my next life.
57. make fun of people: You bet.
58. like to talk on the phone: Not really.
59. want to get married: Yes, but not now of course.
60. like to drive: Can't wait to.
61. motion sickness: I don't think so
62. eat stem of broccoli: NOT AT ALL!
63. eat chicken with fork: Yes, sometimes.
64. dream in colour: I think so.
65. type with your fingers on home role: ??
66. sleep with stuff animals: I've got sensitive nose.
67. next to you: My bed
68. on the walls of your room: Lotsa stuffs
69. on your mousepad: Mouse -.-"
70. dream honeymoon spot: Paris
71. bedtime: Morning. lol
72. under your bed: Oh, Wywy loves that spot.
73. single most important question: Er. What's that
74. bad time of a day: When I have to get up from bed.
75. your worst fear: Don't know.
76. the weather is: I think the haze is gone?
77. time: 6.31pm
78. date: 13 October 2006
79. best trick did on someone: Plenty
80. theme song: Not a superstar yet
81. hardest thing about growing up: To grow up.
82. funniest experience: Too many
83. scariest experience: When my nose starts to run like a tap.
84. silliest thing you have ever said: Don't know.
85. scariest thing while you are with your friends: God knows what they may do to me =x
86. worst feeling: To be alive
87. best feeling in the world: To sleep like nobody's business

been pretty caught up with stuffs lately.
union
school events
hockey
not forgetting new games to my pc of course.

hmm.
been noticing that everyone's starting to have a blog nowadays
or maybe they already started one long ago
just that i didn't know.
what? blogging a trend again?
i don't reallyy find it that fun though
well, it's a nice place to gossip and rant about your fustrations
er. nvm
contradicting myself now

things went through my mind
plenty of stuffs
this and that.
i couldn't help it
i mean, after all the oh-so-inspirational talks i've gone for
after what they said
"don't think of why things happen. think of a solution for it."
i just couldn't stop pondering on those stuffs
it's part of my sub-conscious mind!

i certainly miss my pri school days
speaking bout that
my pri sch teachers too!
feeling pretty bad bout not visiting them for god knows how long.
i'd better find some day and make a date with them
before i'm forgotten. =x

i guess i'm on some others' hit-list lately.
can't do much either
i can't be there to accomodate with everyone
i'm not a clown. that's not wat i do

oh yes.
a happy BIG 18 for farhan. junior.
that makes shafiq the only one left who's UNDERAGE!
hahaha.

and before i leave
i shall leave you with something to think about
"who are you?"