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singapore idol
i guess everyone dreams to be one
or at least an idol of many.
i believe i said that 2 years ago during the first singapore idol
and now i say it again
both finalists have done well for this competition
and have proven themselves to be idols.
it doesn't matter who wins
because both of them are already winners.

and if i were to compare this year's competition with the first
i think it's more competitive right now.
it's hard to decide who's better
judging from their performances
i think the recording company wouldn't mind giving both of them a contract each.

):
my mum lectured me for my poor results
i thought she would be more understanding
because she had gone through stress herself before
and i thought she knew how difficult it is for me to study the modules i'm doing.
oh well.
i guess i'll just have to work harder
and dun skip classes. so often. =x

oh well
busy day for me tml
got plenty to do
union union union
lifeless idiot.
should slap myself for it
hahaha.

weee
back from polyforum
it's great to know new friends

polyforum was a little boring for me
with the fact that i didn't attend any sub-theme meetings
nor did i do any relevant researching
and so whenever there was discussion
or presentation to do, i was sorta left out.

i didn't like the many of those who attended polyforum
for their attitude, and their way of speaking
hey. it's not like our fault if u wish to do more then the rest.
u can't say that we aren't doing our best. or anything at all?
much more do i hate it when ppl say i've yet to contribute to the group
hello? as much as i wish to contribute
it's not as if i've never tried to contact people from the sub-theme
but i didn't get a single replyy.
okayy nuts. i'm not gonna blame anyone for that

anyhow, i'm still thankful
for i was assigned to a grp of people whom i could clique with
and i certainly enjoyed the times when we cracked silly jokes
spent time together, be it useful, or a total waste of time.
they definitely made polyforum so much wonderful for me
and no matter which path any of us chooses
i'll still consider them as wonderful friends of mine.

i think i lack sleep
seriously. because i was feeling slpy most of the time during polyforum
and come to think of it
i slept quite alot during ICE =x
i guess i better catch enough slp tml
otherwise i may start falling aslp in classes.
hahaha

talking bout classes
it's quite sad coz i dun have any night classes to make-up for my forward module
so too bad. i have to drop one of the 2B modules
in order to repeat that stupid forward module, plus my semestral maths paper.
hopefully when i come to yr 3
the timetable doesn't clash and i can catch up with the rest
it all comes down to luck.

so school's starting soon
my time-table is sort of slack
haha.
plenty of breaks in between
hopefully it doesn't influence me to slack more =P

oh yarr.
i read somebody's blog
and i certainly didn't like her comment
she blamed others, when she didn't treasure the person she liked.
it was so obvious who was giving and who's asking for more
and she actuallyy had the cheek to flirt around, and lied about not having a boyfriend.
yes she could hide from him. but she couldn't hide it from others
it's so dumb when she actuallyy put the blame on us
come on, we treat him as a best friend, like a brother
does she expect us to sit there and watch her torture him?
and it's not our fault for her not speaking to him when they're in union
ar crap.
it's getting draggy.

wee..
finallyy over
glad that the camp is over
and i no longer have to worry about the events stuff anymore.
well, i'm just left with my final committee meeting
and to clear up the finance procedures

ICE was fun
in a way it was nice to see my helpers able to work so well together
and to see the bond that close was heartwarming feeling
it was great to have campers saying they love the camp so much
and i guess doing stupid things do make the camp interesting as well

everything has its gd and bad points
i guess it's up to us to learn from the bad ones
and improve the gd ones.
in a way, ppl may not always see eye to eye with u
it's up to u to convince them
and how u do it (:

impression of some turned for the better
while some got worse
well there were some who didn't change my impression of him/her
probably because he couldn't be better or worse!
nah. lol
just joking

i thank all those who came
helpers
campers
facilitators
camp comm.
organising comm.
seniors
anyone. everyone.
thanks for the wonderful memory

and specially to my camp comm.
those with the orange shoelaces
u did a wonderful job
it wouldn't have been a success without all ur hard work
u guys deserve a nice rest
and many cheers (:

i failed a module
the much expected turns out to be unexpected
because it wasn't one of the module that i expected to fail!
it turns out that i passed the rest
except for this particular one
oh well. mechanical engineering sucks
i still don't understand whyy electronics student have to study that.
anyway. my course sucks too =P

well oh well
forward module student
i'm not sure wat's gonna happen now
i can't even see mr tan personally
because i'll be away for polyforum from monday.
and worse still
i've yet to inform my mum.
anyway, i'd bet i'll get a scolding when i return from PF
she'll receive a letter by then most probably

ar. no rest
tml i'm on for a PA forum
then sunday there's bbq outing
and off i go for PF for another 4 days.
there goes my rest. =x

crap
it's so torturing to be a chairperson
i dun feel like one
because i've got so many ppl to answer to
i've got to follow watever they say
and i can't make decisions
decisions that were supposedly for chairperson to make.

puppet emperor
that's wat they call emperors who don't have power to make decisions
and i feel like one now.
puppet chairperson

like as if i dun have enough problem from participants
i get more from my organising comm.
from club presidents
from helpers
i duno wat else to say
like it's not tough enough
i have such short time to do everything
1 1/2 month. definitely pass damn quickly.

ar
i also wish to go for my hockey match this sat
i also wish i can have time to enjoy myself
i also wish i can go out with my friends
i also wish i got time for myself
if everybody wans all these,
HOW THE FUCK I ORGANISE A CAMP

i wake up everyday
rush to sch to meet my committee
i end late,
reach home and do everything till late in the middle of the night
i slp late
and i have to wake up the next morning. AGAIN

zzz
and i also wish i can have my holidays back
or longer holidays

in the first place i shouldn't have took up the project.

i'm sorry if u can't stand my complains
press alt + F4
that's how it is now
because i'm in a terrible mood.

well anyway,
i'm done with complaining.

oh no.
one more
damn company wans to do another concert
2nd week when school reopens
DAMMIT LAHH
like i not busy enough.