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ar damn
so busy
i feel like a lifeless dumbass right now
totally sold my life
and i'm tired of doing all those stuff

anyway, i still have some friends who did little things to brighten up my life
when i'm under so much stress
it did make me feel a little bit better
A LITTLE BIT
well at least they tried (:
and i thank them.
here's some:

shuqi sent me this pic

it's a toy puppy that i bought for her as a birthday gift
i duno how she did it
but she spiked its hair! lol
maybe i shd try that on wywy some day
first, maybe i shd go do some researching
on whether dogs can use GATSBY WAX

i had cj calling me midway through my work
she asked me to spare her a minute
and i thought she was gonna tell me something serious
and then....
"there was a matchstick with an itchy head,
so he scratched his head and it caught fire.
he was then sent to the hospital,
where the doctor bandaged his head.
then... the matchstick turned into a cotton bud."
.....
wtf. spared her a minute just for a joke
i was laughing with farhan when i continued working
i laughed not because the joke was funny
i laughed coz cj was foolish to call me just to tell me a joke
still. a foolish gd friend (:

working as a doorman may seem boring
all we do is just open
smile and greet
and close the door.
okayy. maybe alittle bit of bell boy job if u're hardworking
but working with farhan is quite fun
because we gossip bout union ppl ALOT
lol. and farhan keeps complaining bout not having the chance to open the door for pretty ladies
while i do! hahaha.
and the best part of working today
i got a tip! first time after 4 weeks of work. (:

and besides all these entertainment
i've got more when i come home!

a place where your face is plastered up on the glass
that same place that we all hung out after class
but today's a case of you can kiss my ass
or embrace your position with that esidency pass
keep in mind not to diss and piss whenever you wish
the very people who once helped you fag
and yea its you im talking about you faggot ass
the same one who asked for assistance in the past

the day you leave we'll fly flags at half mast
not cos we're sad or the fact that we couldn't care less
but cos the mess you brought about will be a thing of the past
taking power as your sole empowering tower
u shreded the unity like an unforgiving land mower
although its not the first time i've seen such a class act
its horrible considering that he was a nice chap

look at him now such a brainless nut
face smug looking fit for a place in my butt
proclaiming innocence when you're really a conniving thug
nothing nice to convey just zip it tight
cos our plight is simple we dont leave without a fight
your little croney with you that motherfucking looney
can sit 'esdie you hands clasped in entity
for his just as stubborn that brainless jack
who hasn't realized his peers don't lose track
the amount of shit he puts forth and acts
arrogant as fuck a face worth to smack

a little bit of inside joke
shalln't mention names
not even the one who came up with this
i enjoyed laughing (:

and of coz i have many other gd friends
eric, justin, jelena, eugene, shafiq, etc.
ppl who although YET TO SHARE STH INTERESTING
(note the sarcasm)
but i know are still there to let me buzz around their ears when i need someone to listen
erm. or see wat i'm typing. =P

well after all these
it's still back to work
aw.

oh yeah, happy BELATED BIRTHDAY justin
i purposely dun wan to wish u on 22nd
hahahaha
gd friend right?
of course.

another busy day coming to an end
i must say in a disturbing way for me
because i'm having a flu!
dammit.

meetings here
meetings there
meetings meetings everywhere
everything unfolds
so many things to note
how i wish all will come to hold.

hahaha.
sry the flu is making me go bonkers

justin justin
there's no need to be so excited bout your upcoming birthday
i understand the anxiety of turning 18
totally.
but it's nth much
seriously.
lol!

do not worry
i'll still treat u as underage as much as i can for now
i just love doing that
now be gd and stop watching pornography so often
it's bad for ur health.

i'm so dead worried now.
may the force be with me.

i need to clear my room
real soon.
it's in a terrible mess right now
everything's so messy even with a maid at home
this is real bad.

flight simulator is killing me!
i can't seem to get that instrument license
it pisses me off for every attempt
because i it fails me for small little errors
and i don't understand where i went wrong
how wonderful.

dumb pilot.

my life's screwed
totally screwed.

ar
i didn't faint!
dun say i faint can
i just blacked out
lol.
yeah i blacked out
after the run
the glaring sun almost killed me

i also duno why i had to go to the hospital
i just complained of neckache
and then they decided to take me there
i hate the feeling of going to hospital
and i hate to take an ambulance there more
that's the second time now
it's certainly no fun
my neck was aching
and the journey there wasn't smooth at all

i thought take x-ray only can go home liao
coz i didn't expect any bones to be fractured
why the hell would i have a fractured bone
when i just blacked out. lol?
but the nurse came to poke my finger
to get some blood
painful can
she didn't bother,
and continued to squeeze blood out of my finger
*ouch*

i think NUH is generous
yes, generous
because they gave me 40 capsules of medicine
i dun get that many from clinics

i duno wat position we got
hopefully not so bad
i'd still be happy if we got top 30
considering we didn't train much
and had so many casualties even before the race end
eh. i onli ended up as a casualty after hor!
=x

team b got disqualified
by that much feared rule
"only girls are allowed to run the red card laps"
how sad.
well hope they still had fun

bah i'm going to sch later
i dun wana stay at home
i duno why. but i woke up at 8+am today
the medicine was supposed to make me drowsy
instead it made me wake up
with a terrible headache

i hate my life now
everything is so damn messy
all the work cramping into the little time i have
i just wish some bombshell will hit me now
and kill me instantly

to my dear farhan
i understand u were tired
but i dun like it when ppl lie to me
i knew it when u gave me that phone call
u could have told me u were tired and i would help u
for sure i would
but instead u lied to me as well
your chance to make things clear
i'll be waiting dude.

it's gonna be poly50 on wed
and i ain't looking forward to it
no longer as excited as before
because i know the team will not do well for sure
looking at the turn out rate for trainings
and how tired we were after afew rounds
i guess it'll just be another run-for-fun race

i'm gonna be attending classes from tml onwards
i promise
because i don't wish to let my parents down
i dun wish to let my friends down
after giving it some thought
i think i'll just put up with the lack of slp

bah.
gotta go
got a match to catch
i'll probably be sitting on the bench for most it
like the previous match

oh yeah. i wasn't piss because my coach didn't let me play
i was piss because he put some guy to play
some guy who didn't play well for the game
yet was allowed to continue
there were like 7 of us on the bench
he could have put some other teammate of mine
but he insisted on playing with that stupid guy.

so be it
i'm fine with it
we lost 4-2, i'm glad i didn't get to play
well done coach
he'd rather stick with someone who would lick his boots
then going for better winning options
well then
i'm won't be turning up for trainings so soon
not until coach sees the big picture.

well well
england lost
on shoot-out
how miserable uh?
rooney got sent off. wat a way to end his world cup
oh well, hard luck
try again 4 years later

eric got back to hospital again
some op which i duno of
and i actually got to know it TODAY only
wonderful la.
lol. i'll visit him tml before my match
IF i do wake up early

match day 2 tml
i'll most probably be sitting on the bench again anyway
yet to go for trainings
well if we do lead by 5 goals
i'll probably get to play more then 5 minutes =P

ar
work is so boring
standing there for 6 hrs
i'm not so interested in the hot chicks like how
farhan and alex drool over them
because i know i won't get to know them anyway
lol.
but well, it's still quite a nice environment to work in
and i enjoy working there
especially with ppl smiling and greeting u back
time is the only problem. it passes by so slowly

oh. exams over
well not really
2 more papers for me, to re-take
i missed both due to MC
i'll be grateful if i pass all the papers
especially AES
lol.