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wonderful
Cao Ge's concert tix have all been distributed
within 45 mins,
the long queue which reached fc5 foyer
cleared all 800 tix
now now,
we're gonna be in deep trouble if all of them turn up
because we'll be expecting 1000 audience then (:

i slp so much for the past 2 days
but i still feel so tired
and i almost couldn't get up on time this morning
when i actually slept at 8pm the night before
shagged shagged shagged.

i hate maths
Laplace Transform
watever formula it is
it's killing my brain cells
i simply do not understand a shit bout this topic
and it's going to stay with me for my entire semester
well done.
it seems like i'm gonna fail my maths

with so much things to do
i'm starting to miss life without school
still remember how i'd complain during my break after O's
how i wish school could start soon
now i'm hoping that school would close for the entire of next week.
please?
lol.

i'm considering if i should take up a job
because i can only work in the night
and i will only have time after 12 when i reach home
to do revision/tutorials
which means i sleep bout 3-4 hrs a day
and that's very bad
but it's worse when i don't have money. lol

i hate the new attendance taking system
tap tap tap
like taking bus liddat.
i hope the entire system crash down one day
and cause plenty of inconvenience to everyone
then the lecturers would change their minds
and go back to the traditional manual attendance marking system (:

my time-table is splendid
because i end so early for most of the days
so early
that most of my friends are in class
while i'm slacking in union
how BORING!

aiya
go slp
tml can't wake up again
then skip GEMs
then can retain liao.

~~why u so busy~~

if anyone asks me how's life right now
i'd most probably tell them it sucks

i'm dead tired
even after sleeping for so long today
i skipped all the lectures today (:
got an MC, was having a huge headache
and coughing throughout
that reminds me, i've yet to take my medication.

for the past few weeks
i've learnt plenty
one impt lesson i've learnt is that nv to trust others easily
for u nv know when u'll be betrayed.
right now, i simply do not know who to trust
life for us is just so political at this moment
that ppl can just badmouth u anytime
even when u're covering their asses
well one thing i know for sure
ppl will come to u when they need help
but throw u at one corner when they feel that u're a hindrance to them (:

if having power and status is more impt then our friendship
then i'd rather not have u ppl as friends
continue your power struggle
but leave me out

at the end of the day
when i sat down and think carefully
i realised everyone's selfish
including the yr 2s
they only think bout themselves
what about others?
others whom they call "friends"

dammit
i've got a huge headache
and tutorials still undone.
i just hate this

guess wat
i skipped a lecture and my GEMs last week
damn!
i couldn't get up so early
i swear i'm gonna slp early from now on
unless i've got work undone
or impt stuffs to settle.

weekend activity was a torture for me
coz i got a flu right from the start
similar to the prep camp
i was busy sniffing throughout the camp
anyway, it was still nice to see the camp ending successfully
cheers to the committee (:

i feel like throwing all my work out of the window right now

my mum's back from japan!
wee.
she got me a 2 shirts
though i preferred an mp3 player or sth expensive
LOL.
just kidding.

i just cannot believe it
i had my flight cancelled again!
rain rain rain. dammit
so unlucky can
it was so warm while i was sitting at the bus stop
when i went out to the aircraft, it started raining
and as i left syfc, the rain stopped
argh!
i'm still stucked at sortie 3! how how how?

if i anyone hear this
they'll probably go
"are u sure"
but yes. i've turned obedient
attending all lectures
and doing all my tutorials on time
gd boy eh?

i hate how things turned out
it's not how i expected it to be
if only complaining would solve everything
coz i feel like complaining more.

sick and tired lah.

8am daily is gonna kill me
especially with all these late hockey trainings
how to wake up on time?
and now i've to tap my admin card for attendance
that's worse.

the headlines today
i'm in a CRISIS

oh man. i wish i had chose to go KL
i'm gonna miss this trip with my hockey mates
i mean. it's a rare chance to go abroad with the team
and for 50 bucks, it's worth it
i learn new things, i may even get my FIRST set of jersey
but now i have to stay put in Singapore
because i've got to help out with the camp
and i dun get to fool around with those hockey idiots
i mean. hockey mates
oh well, enjoy guys
get me a souvenior at least

i'm so sleepy
but i've got to study
i dun wish to screw up my next sortie
and god knows when it's my next flight.

~~she hates me~~

fight la fight
every year also liddat
at this point of time
relationships will be destroyed because of conflicts
and when we think back few years later
only then we realise how childish we can be
i lazy to go and think so much
take one step at a time

i'm so pissed off with the way things are going
i feel so unprepared
and lost
i hate ppl giving me so much hope
and then taking everything away from me
it's just like taking me up to everest and pushing me down
thanks ar.

finally did my 3rd flight
and cleared my external checks
seriously, i'm lucky to have this instructor this time round
he was much lenient
still, i did my homework (:
hopefully i'm able to get my 4th and 5th sortie this week
otherwise i'll be left way behind my coursemates.

school's starting
i feel so occupied
no time for this
no time for that
well well

i miss my mum
if sch wasn't starting so soon
and not so many projects on hand
i might have gone to japan with her
afterall i miss that place.

to my seniors
may the best wins (:

when do i get the rest i need?

for those who have been asking for update
i'm so sorry i took so long
i couldn't find time until now (:

FO Camp is finally over
congrats to all GLs for making it this far
i love every single GL to bits
for they are the ones who gave me so much fun and laughter for the past few weeks
especially during the "torturing" 7 days camp.

things didn't really go too well for me though
to start with, i had fever and a terrible sorethroat for the first 2 days of the camp
and i wasn't around when my GLs were suffering during the prep
till now, i'm still feeling guilty for leaving them in the camp
while i had to go for my syfc appointments.
watching my GP friends "hating" me didn't make me feel better
and the tekans from the seniors totally made me feel like dying.

i'm rather upset with how certain things went
afterall the shit that we went through
we could all see that we had some problems in between the couples
though some are just minor ones
still it was very saddening to see relationships spoilt within the last few days of the camps
there's nth much i can do
except to hope that things will turn for the better.

as for myself
i'm disappointed as well
probably it's just how i feel myself
but the gap is there
and that made a difference

anyhow, i'm so glad to be a daddy of 17
the largest family for 06/07 FO Camp
with none leaving the camp
wat's there to be shy of? i'm definitely proud of Oligocenes
i'm hoping to see all my sons and daughters around in spsu
helping out for our events soon
(:

glad to be at home right now
coz i seriously need plenty of rest
so for now
i'm gonna go finish up my last bits of revision
and SLP