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well i'm so glad things worked out fine for the 3 ladies
not sure how well they did though
ppl always praise us for our performances
even when it's nth when compared to our overseas compatriots
LOL!
i was just kidding
great performance i guess looking at the response
i wished i could be there
but well, life's a bitch.
haha

now here comes the question again
should i join him again?
it's like a waste of time,
travelling to tampines every sunday
and then i get that stupid remarks from him
if i was paid, i'd shut myself up and just listen to him
but ironically, i was paying for the sport
i'm seriously troubled right now
because i am asked to go back to help for the sec sch
so wat do i do now?
this is so difficult for me to decide

anyway, i passed my year 1
hurray
not very nice-to-see grades though
only an A, with 3 Bs and a B+
another C and 2 D+
my GPA was totally pulled down to 3.0
looking on the bright side,
i'd actually count myself lucky for getting such grades
despite the fact that i missed lessons almost the entire 2nd semester
so here i come
YEAR 2!

enrolment is bothering me
those remarks have caused so much problem for us
and i feel so helpless

it's the little things that u say
that made me upset at times
but it's also the little things that u do
that made me smile more.

been a long time sinced i wrote anything
and i'm trying to squeeze some time while fixing my stuff to do this

oh gosh
i seriously need plenty of sleep
8am-10pm
that's how long i've been out of home for almost a week
u wouldn't like the schedule i'm having
totally.

well enrolment for SP was pretty irritating for me
i hate events that involve all the clubs in SP
no offence to any in particular or anyone
but seriously, i get rather pissed off with ppl's attitude and comments
if he or she feels that it's easy to run an event this big
then pls step forward and volunteer
why should i give up my hrs of sleep
and play
and enjoyment
and face all these nonsense,
without much benefit except another 2 CCA points.

it's stupid to flame us on forums
especially at large and popular ones.
u just gave yourself away and made yourself looked bad
and seriously, i think that guy should reflect on his comments
recall and see how much u all actually contributed to the 46th Council
no apology letters for absence from meetings
hardly in club
think about it and then point ur finger at us
if u think i'm wrong, do step forward and tell me
my name is JEREMY ANG from SPSU.
(:

oh yes
i dun like others to flame on forums
and i'm flaming him now
oh well, it's my blog (:
he can go on and sue me for this
SPSU can sue him for slandar as well
or if u feel like it
flame me here. it's my blog anyway
i have access to EVERYTHING

moving on
i realised how tough it is even when working with SOME SPSU members
SOME. not all
if he/she wish to just take a shirt and slack around
then why not just design one urself and print it
why bother to come?
or rather just take the shirt and leave
if u have the pride to do so.
i may be bad when i say this
but why should the rest of us work so hard
when he/she don't help out and still get the shirt for free
and CCA points
yes. why?

ar.
flame flame flame
lots of flaming comes when i don't blog frequently

GL Preps after enrolment are serious killers
i'm denied of my sleeping time x.X
and i'm falling sick
help!

oh yes.
i turned 18
thx for all the wishes
late or on time
i appreciate them all
and erm.
i owe plenty of ppl treats
...

damn tired
i finally reach home and get to use the computer.
i could have just slept anywhere just now
yes.
that's how sleepy i was

FO Packaging was a CHORE!
i hate the job
not because i was lazy
yes, it was tedious
but i didn't like it when they said "only year 1s have to do it"
so what's the point of asking seniors to come?
might as well only allow yr 1s to stay back?

the worse thing is
i-shall-not-mention-who was ordering about
as if he was paying us $7 an hr
when we were all doing volunteery work
remind you, WE yr 1s came back on our own accord
we could have stayed at home and slp
BUT we chose to come to sch
and help out
so what's with his attitude?
PLS SPEAK POLITELY.
or u shalln't get the respect from us during camp
and mind you, Farhan was just doing what he was told
u not happy, DO URSELF LA!

that aside,
i was so tired halfway through
coz i had hockey before that
(see, i made a point to go back)
injured myself during training
and guess what, it cramped during FO Packaging
ow.
i was yelling like nobody's business
anyway, i went home by taxi around 2+
permitted (:

slept at 4, woke up at 11.45!
LATE!
quickly changed and packed and rushed off for YFC
another boring briefing
or rather, lecture
STILL NO FLIGHT!
argh.
i'm gonna fail my BFC ):

BBQ Gathering with Le Fusionist! and plusplus.
i had a hard time getting there
imagine i left YFC at 3.30
and only got to the BBQ pit at 7+
like wtf?
well, nth much happened there
just eating, and watching them crack silly jokes.
still it was a nice session
hope to see them soon again

enough said
i need to slp now
maybe i'll go get a hair cut tml
xD

WTF
almost 2 weeks
and i'm yet to fly my first sortie
how stupid can?
i booked slots from tues to sunday
NONE were given to me
how to pass my basic flying course liddat?!?

Code of Conduct no. 1
I AM proud to be a YFC Flying Member.
oh watever.
faster let me fly pls.

how exciting
results will be out this month
22nd of March
weeee...

so many GL trainings
and meetings
sian.
and now i got new "bible"
how great.

oh well
prove them all wrong (:

Gee Elle! gimme 5 cheers

boo hoo
my new tv will only come tml evening

my mum apparently went for a shopping spree ytd.
she bought a tv
a monitor for the computer in my sis room
and a digi cam!
lol.

now i feel so bored
no lessons
no exams
no need for me to go to sch
HOW BORING
i'm just sleeping till i can't everyday
yawn.

the thought of FO Camp makes me sick
because it reminded me of mine last year
where we were "tortured" with freshidos
and i thought i would have the chance to do that this year
BUT NO!
i'm not a GP. argh!
lol. damn sad can
i can't talk to my friends for 10 days
or rather, they will be nasty towards me for 10 days
):

i watched BIG MOMMA
and i thought i needed someone like her
or rather, him
hahaha. someone to take care of my stuff
MY FOOD!
and also someone to teach me dance
LOL!
wondering why i said that? go watch the movie (:

bye bye
i'm gonna go memorise camp songs
lol.

ah! dammit
my hse tv is spoilt!
so irritating can
why doesn't it spoil when i'm not interested in watching tv serials
why now, when i've got 2 dramas to watch
life's so unfair!
rah

i'm so sick
first it was a flu
i thought is just just a usual one
and then sore throat came
then cough
then my flu got worse
and my head started spinning like a top
soon i may just lay dead

so i've been slping at home
for 3 days
too sick to move my butt
and i missed soccer session
gym session
meetings
blah blah blah.
oh i miss school
YEAH RIGHT

my mum didn't believe i lost to a bunch of kids for danceworks.
ok, the team wasn't entirely kids
half were teenagers, the other half were small boys and girls
family team i guess, made up of cousins
i was amazed at their dance
it made me feel much more guilty
lol.
YES MUM, I DIDN'T QUALIFY THIS YEAR
THERE'S NO NEED TO REMIND ME BOUT IT!

bye bye.

Danceworks! 06 is over
and i'm deeply in guilt.
i blame myself for not putting in my best during practices
and the little effort i showed
as a result, i was a huge factor in why my team didn't do well
i had wasted the time of my teammates
and i think i deserve a tight slap.
but all i can say now is i'm sorry

exams are over
finally.
and i'm seriously in deep trouble
i screwed ALL my papers
and the weightage for each module is so heavy
even if i pass,
i would probably get a C or at most a B
i'm such a disappointment.

aw great
utterly disgusted.