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internet has been a hot topic for years
whether it had served its main purpose
when it was first established
or whether it wasn't useful at all
to me, internet is a great tool
so long as we use it in the correct manner
and not abuse it.
otherwise, how would i be able to blog here?
(:

random topic
i also duno why i started on it
lol!

exam officially started for me today
first paper, PEEE
i had a tough time.
or i should say, everyone had a hard time
trying to solve every problem
i swear i almost used up all my brain cells for that 2 hr long paper
and i'm pretty sure i can't score an A for it
splendid. 35%
i just hope i pass beautifully.

what a shocker
or rather, shockers
first, arsenal beat real madrid 1-0
then singapore won iraq 2-0
i wasn't abit surprise when henry scored the first goal
real madrid was giving away freebies the entire evening
and so happened that i had a heated discussion wif one of my friend just before the match
that henry was able to dribble pass 3 players
he disagreed.
well it was proven that i'm right
and he told me that i'm just someone who watches replays
while he watched plenty of soccer matches.

so much for being a soccer geek
he claimed that replays are nth but purely replays
that do not happen often
while i made a correct prediction
he didn't dare to talk to me after that.

sometimes i wonder
if i'm an introvert, or extrovert
during my pri and early sec sch days
i was described as quiet
but now, it seems that i can be noisy as well
nono, noisy not as in irritating
as in being able to communicate more with ppl.
or maybe it's just me.

my life's screwed
things ain't going right for me
and i'm disappointed
totally

i tried so hard
but for every attempt i make
the pain gets greater
i spoke to Haikal bout it
and he told me to take it one step at a time
but it's not easy for me
i'm different from him
anyway, i appreciate his advice.

speaking bout my hockey mate
i was back at training ytd
sort of lost touch
and screwed too.
rather upset as i couldn't take part in the under-18s
coz i've yet to pay my club fees

yfc's groundschool exam was fine for me
i'm rather confident that i would pass
just that i'm not sure if the grade would be nice.
keeping my fingers cross still
and i shalln't comment much bout the exam
i just thought it wasn't right.

dammit
i spoilt my wallet again
its my gift from dad last yr
for my birthday
and i spoilt it within a year
how wonderful.

i'm off.

for the 101th time
i'm not "si pai kia"
my name is Ang Xiang Yao, Jeremy
though i prefer to be just called JEREMY
without my surname.

sch term is coming to an end
which marks the beginning of exam week
and also the nearing of my year 1 days
WEEE!
lol. i can't wait
i can't wait to get into yr 2
and start studying hard, attending lectures, blah blah
hahaha. i dun wish to end up like this sem =x

it's difficult to be human
i mean, why are we always not contended
when we are occupied wif work, we complain
when we are not, we get bored
and i often think bout lots of things when i'm bored
which caused my life to be more complicated
argh.

valentine's day was like...
any other day. lol
except that i was pretty sleepy
i didn't have a wink, after i slept from 6-10 the day before
for fear that i would oversleep
so i kept myself occupied and left for sch earlier then ever for my test at 8
first to finish, first to leave
only 8.45, and i had all the way till 10 to complete the paper
lol.

i tried to find sth to do in union
ended up slacking on the sofa
feeling so tired
the temptation to sleep was there
so i tried to take a nap
occasionally waking up to make sure that no SAA officers were there to catch me red handed
lol. how stupid
finally at noon, my 2nd test of the day
so i went for it, not much of a problem as well
and then back to union, rounds of CARROM
lol..

i got home only at 8+
dun ask me whyy
and guess wat,
i spent my valentine's nite sleeping
lol. ALONE LA

weee
no lessons for the next 2 days
or maybe there is, not compulsory i guess
self-study for me xD
finally left with my 3 yr long modules
=D

er so irritating
i bought a crumpler bag
and everybody keeps questioning me bout the colour
and i realised many are having the same
I DIDN'T WANT IT EITHER!
i mean. i wanted red.
but the crumpler shop assistant said they never had one
i was shocked
coz i thought i saw one before
oh well, maybe they bought it somewhere else

i cannot believe it
it's been 9 mths since i'm in SP
and finally with 1 month to go
i'm about to complete my first year
and to think about it
if i do get pass this obstacle,
i've gotta be grateful to my lecturers
for they could have barred me from examinations
due to my poor attendance
not too sure if they will yet,
but nth bout it has been mentioned to me for the moment.
i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

after much hardwork
and trouble
CRS presentation done
PEEE PBIL done
DE Lab Test done
Project 1 Melody Box done
now i'm left with CADD lab test
CRS and GEM written exam
and my Sessional Exams for PEEE + DE + MATHS
now i gotta cross another 2 fingers.

things dun seem too fine in union to me
i duno whyy
ppl are starting to behave weirdly
showing intolerable attitudes
maybe it's because of the upcoming exams
i duno?
probably just fustrations

isst me or wat?
i'm starting to miss my old friends
ex-classmates
x-jumpers
ex-colleagues
ironically, i've made some great pals recently
especially those from SCC
whom i got to know better only after the tournament.
looking forward to more games with them
(:

yes
the feeling is back
the temptation to throw everything behind
and give up. the fustration
my entire life
it's killing me

one projects after another
can't the school just give students a break?
and after project submissions
we get exams
when the hell do i get to enjoy life
during that 1 mth holiday in march?
wonderful.
i have joined the busiest CCA in the entire world
now there goes my holiday.

out of curiousity
i seriously wish to know wat's General Elective Modules for
coz i took a GEM which i dun think will help me much as a pilot
yes. i regret now
and since it's elective
why should it be compulsory for all students to take at least 1 for each sem?
i mean, shouldn't we have a choice?
these GEMs can cost us a "Forward Module" status

i've got so many things on hand right now
that i don't know which to start with
which to continue
and which to drop

Danceworks coming, 26th
it's been more than a year since i danced
competitively.
and i think i'm rather tensed as the date gets closer
with the fact that i've yet to master all the steps
i'm seriously hoping for a miracle
and lots of support on that day itself

bah
i'm gonna get to my notes
i've got a test for my GEM
just great, so much to study
for one damn test
i just hope i pass

i've been lazy
i admit.
and i dunch know who i'm reaching out through my blog
however,
today mus blog!
lol

well. happy cny to all first
i'm satisfied with my red packet collection
not too sure bout the rest.
i've got about 200 bucks
maybe more to come
but i got friends complaining that 200 bucks is too little for them
is it really that bad?
lol. i think this is one of the most i've collected for the past few years
=O

damn jialat
i had 2 presentations last week
and i wasn't that prepared
in fact it was last min. for me for CRS
breezed through both though
hahaha

after months and months of waiting
i'm finally into syfc!
i mean, officially as a trainee pilot - soon to be
lol.
i had my orientation today
and the instructors were repeating themselves
oh. we were told not to blog about our instructors or anything
i laughed at that comment =P
and lucky for me
i trimmed my hair, totally short now
coz one of the instructor reprimanded some guy for having unkempt and long hair
so from now, till i end my flying course
which is approximately 1 year if i do private pilot license
I WILL NOT HAVE LONG HAIR! lol.

and then i had the postponed hockey match
against Tornados Beta
continueing from the 15 mins where we stopped previously
we still dominated the game
and managed to score 2 goals, with myself on the scoresheet
both goals were similar
just that i set up the first and haikal scored
while haikal set up the second and i scored
we were simply overjoyed.
and after all the hard fought matches
we placed 3rd in our grouping, out of 5 teams
not so bad uh?

and before i end this post
i would like to say
i love SCC Cubs
especially those who played for all 4 matches
we've all fought well for each other
and think the team spirit was there
if there's a chance, i hope to play with the same team again
just that i wish i could get more goals
HAHAHA