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well-y done.
i knew something like that would happen
i just didn't expect it to happen this soon
and on an assignment that's so important
which would cause me my passing grade.
i just like the way u backstabbed me

think back
when u had problem with ur "buddy"
who was there to help u
when u wanted to join spsu
who was there to help find projects for u
so u reconciled with ur "buddy"
so u didn't like the job given to u in spsu
and u got questioned bout ur responsibility
who was there to cover up for u every single time?

and right now
when i treated u like my so-called "best friend"
u did not even bother to sms me when there's group discussion
yes, my fault again for not attending classes
but i didn't say that i refuse to do my group work?
so each time when there's presentation, u say i have to present
because i didn't contribute. so where's the phone call?
and now, the class is to meet up
for some drawing lots thing. and u said i wasn't present
did u even bother to sms, or even msg me when u're online?
the best thing was, u lied
twice in a day. it wasn't even a drawing lots
if so, why people were paired with their gd cliques? coincidence?
BULLSHIT

so from today,
yes today
i shall never,
yes NEVER
ever trust u like i did before
and u're no longer my best friend
not even a close one.
u can be with those hypocrite people if u wish.

enough said.
i'm just unhappy bout things happening in class
but there's nth much i can do
for people have betrayed my trust
and i will never trust others easily ever again.

congrats to spsu
won 2 games in a day
soccer and captain's ball
6-1 for soccer, quite a nice scoreline
and 14-12 for captain's ball
i would say we won it by luck
i had a hard time playing that match
i was suspended for 20 seconds -.-"
but still we won.
good game
and hard luck to sma.

ok.
gotta get to my books
i've got plenty to catch up.
tuesday's EXAM!

weee..
i'm a bad boi!
i did not study for more then 1 hr today
and i played computer games since i was awake
except when i went for training

and i ate chocolate!
hahaha. i love chocolates xD
mars bars
kit-kat
ferrero
timeout
M&M
I WAN THEM ALL!

yipee
i scored a goal
though i had plenty of opportunities
it's ok
i'm still learning
i will get better.
DREAM ON!

having a captain's ball match tml
game result is predictable
the score, not so.
anyhow, we'll just play our best
and hope not to get thrashed
again.
lol

i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study
i can't study

i'm such a letdown.

Merry Christmas all.

not so merry for me though
didn't choose to go out
even though i had a gd friend asking me out for a midnite movie.
the mood wasn't there
thanks for asking anyway.

so i slacked at home
watching tv
playing my games.
and i searched for food for an entire 1 hr
i just hate it,
a home w/out food
so i had to cook instant noodles.
well, i was too lazy to cook it earlier
continued with some games and slept at 6.30am

wat a christmas.
i woke up, and asked myself wat i'm gonna do
nth could come into my mind
then i asked myself where was the christmas mood that i used to have.
be it going out with friends
or spending time with relatives
exchanging gifts.
no. it's no longer here
lol.
wat's christmas?

anyhow
to all,
merry christmas still

all i wished for was her
where's santa?

rainy days have nv been a good day for me
neither it had been today
pretty moody
and exhausted i guess.

mmsp finals last night
had a terrible time
i was backstage, in-charge of preparing the prizes
as well as helping with the presentation
and it was pretty screwed at the back
i mean, SERIOUSLY screwed.
wrong results
emcee's indecisiveness
misunderstandings
there u go, that's how screwed we were.

well i thought everything was done and over after the finals
BUT NO!
i could not find my shoe bag
as we were packing up and getting ready to leave.
could u imagine,
my bag was missing for 20 minutes
and my friend had the cheek to ask me
where his bag was.

and if u think that's bad,
u've not heard bout the worse.
so i was asked to carry stuffs back to union with my friend
SAC was locked, and i had to go to the security room
there i went, panting and perspiring
i saw 3 securities, and i asked for the key
guess wat? "i need your admin card"
oh wtf, i'm already so tired and i have to go back and get my card
can't they just give me the key?
like as if i'm gonna plant a bomb in SAC?!?
hello?!? u have 3 guys in there
slacking.
none of u can help me open the door?
wonderful.

to sum it all
i slept at 1.30am
considered pretty early for the entire week.

so i woke up at 1pm today
totally shagged
washed up and rushed off to CSSC
christmas party
no, not for me. for the kids -.-"
well, sort of fun la

was pretty amused when someone asked me
"where will u be celebrating christmas this yr?"
"at home, staring at hp"
she appeared shocked.
"HUH! i thought u every yr go out?!?"
well, i did stay home
and stared at my hp
lots of smses after 12am
rofl
merry christmas guys (:

wat an unlucky day
my misfortune
or just pure unlucky?
i duno.

i woke up late
and it couldn't be better
with a meeting scheduled at 12.30
simply washed up
and got myself out of the house
so happened that i forgot my windbreaker
it was raining and rather cold
so i made a call back home asking sis to bring my windbreaker down

guess wat?
she brought the wrong one down
i already told her the one with SP on it
and she could idiotly bring me the wrong one.
like hello?!?
i've only one wif SP on the back.
blind or wat?
ok it's my fault for asking her to help
i guess.

and so i rushed off
deciding not to have my windbreaker
reached sch
guess wat. chairperson late
AGAIN!
so there we were
either slacking
or having our lunch
for 2 hrs before the meeting started.

done with the meeting
off i went to SALC to do my assignment.
my day couldn't be worse
i had to switch computers THRICE
first, i had a spoilt mouse
then, i got a computer which can't start-up
i had to resort to doing manual booking
and if u think it's over
NO!
i simply couldn't do my assignment
because the labelling of my w/sheet was not done properly by my lecturer!
well done.
i'm screwed.
assignment to be handed in tml.

great la.
talentime cancelled
well done isn't it?
i've sourced for tickets quotation
source for company for prizes
and now it's cancelled
now we have Band-Edge
oh watever.
no longer a competition
just an event for bands to perform
like so boring uh.

pretty upset now
i'm rather concerned bout my modules
i've been trying v.hard
trying my best to do my revision
and assignments
but things just dun go so fine
exam's in 2 weeks time
how now?

depressed
overly-depress
lol.
simply sad that spsu didn't win our first bball match
it was an easy one
definitely one of the easiest in our grp
and we were leading at the start
but we started to panic
and lost control of possession
and before we knew it,
23-40
good game.

well the gd thing bout inter-cons for spsu,
soccer did win
5-1, nice scoreline
though i'd prefer a team wif more active members
oh well, that's the way it is
it's still a win

stressed up la k
after HU,
another troublesome project
Talentime
i can't spend my budget, how to do my job?
the chairperson is really not handling this project well
i have to say that

and that bloody e-learning
to hell with e-learning week
it's useless
just some plain excuse for lecturers to slack
and with such a lag on the sp server,
how do we, students do our work online properly?
pls, use more brains.

bah,
i'm gonna go back to my work
before i fail exams
how i wish i had longer holidays.

jialat.
injured another finger of mine
lol.
this time i guess it worse then the previous
good game!

inter-cons selections was pointless
everyone was selected
only 11 turned up
and 5 were present at 9.30 ONLY!
the rest were practically late for at least 1 hr.
gd thing i was early =P

got back to bowling
*winks*
doing lots of sports lately as i said
couldn't help it
that's my life
and so i joined my mum and her colleagues for bowling
that's where i got my 2nd injured finger
el oh el.

busy week coming up
tml having hockey club training
wed having inter-cons
thurs gotta do cssc duty
fri helping out with mmsp
i need the weekends for as a break
=x

i'm sick and digusted of people
people who speak like the entire owe them a living
and irresponsible for wat they say.
pls. ponder over ur words
and do something useful to the society
instead of making sarcastic remarks
making urself such a lowdown person.

goodness gracious
my GEMs lecturer ain't that bad afterall
yes, it was a little foolish of him
to make the ICA a online quiz.
and also a mistake on my part for missing it twice.
once, the wireless was cut off halfway thru
the second, i missed the timing
coz he didn't inform me earlier.
now that he gave me a third and probably a final try
i'd better do it on time.
and hope i do score xD

the committee dinner @ my hse was fine
steamboat made it nicer i guess
as always.
too bad none could stayover
there was an intention to have mahjong overnight.
but it was cancelled due to lack of players
how sad.
oh yeah, and we had 2 cakes
1 ice-cream, one mango
how cool!

tml's the selection for basketball inter-cons team
how wonderful
my finger's still swollen
it would be a little surprising if i made it into the team
weeee....

i might be changing my blog url soon
with a new skin
so keep a lookout the next time you come (:

shaggrified!

lol. been exercising for days
dun ask me why
badminton and basketball mostly
plus table-tennis today.
i gave soccer a miss today to a rest before basketball training
but still i was tired halfway thru.
ran and ran
congratulations.
i got my left index finger injured

it's great to have kelvin from HK msging me last nite.
yeah, rope skipping
he asked if i would be going for the World Championships next yr
in Canada
wat an opportunity, and a place to go
sadly, i guess i wouldn't be there
lack of training and preparations
i don't wish to waste my mum's money on this trip
lol.
but again, how i wish i could go.

friends come and go
i'm glad i have such a friend
who remembers me
even when he is living in Hong Kong
isn't it nice?
doubt anyone from USA bothered to take note of that Singaporean kid 1 yr back
ROFL.

weeee
finally a committee dinner tml
for HU Comm.
not all would be attending
but at least some.
and the thing is
it's at my house! lol. no need for me to travel
just that i had to buy the food
aw..

omg.
i was doing my GEMs ICA Test
online. surprise!
the wireless connection got cut for for 10 seconds
wonderful. now i can't continue the test
and i've only completed 5/25 questions
which means, i automatically fail
if i'm not allowed to retake.
how great.

that's it.
i'm not gonna keep things to myself
instead i'm gonna tok bout my displeasure of my class.
yes, it's my own fault for not attending lessons
but wat made me furious was the attitude i'm given.
hello? if u're unhappy just say so
so great to have friends who dun wish to cover up for my attendance when they could
yes again, i can only blame myself.
wat i don't understand is,
why do they come to me for help?
if they don't help, i won't either.

know wat?
i might just jolly well get retained
yeah. whichever module
i received another letter for another module
not so lucky this time, mum read it.
oh watever. i just hate 8am lessons, that's my reason.

i went to have my hair trimmed
and dyed on sunday
things didn't go as instructed.
my hair was overly-trimmed
and the colour turned out to be darker then my choice.
where's the GOLDEN-YELLOW?!?
lol. ok la, i don't really mind either
i still look good. i always do
no i'm serious. ROFL

inter-cons had started
well SPSU lost it's first captain's ball match
i shd say i dun have confidence in winning any match
lol.
anyway, i helped to umpire during the matches too.
rather unhappy with the response from one of the team which played basketball.
it was pretty obvious who is the stronger team
they actually blamed the umpires, or my friend and i
accusing us of helping the winning team.
oh wtf. get ur own umpire to do the job next time

tired tired.
club training is killing me.
lol.

ow.
my knee hurts
i got no idea why
but the bone is cracking when i ran just now
how painful.

been long since i've played a proper hockey match
and i had one just now
joined SCC for club training
the atmosphere was gd
the players were nice
and i actually enjoyed my game
though i could say i could perform better.
i'd love to attend the day camp this sat
to gain more experience
and at the same time exposure.
hopefully a place in the team too

believe it or not
i went for AUTOCADD lesson for the first time last week
and i had my test today.
rofl
half the time i was asking my classmate wat to do
well, at least i knew some.
managed to finish the test, to my surprise.
probably a little mistakes here and there

ar dammit.
i can't wait for hols
i need a break from sch
to do catching up
and also for union projects.
trying very hard to juggle everything right now.

i'm sorry
but i dun owe u guys anything
i've done my part
and got no thank yous from anybody
if u think u can do better
then prove it.
volunteer urself instead of pin-pointing

i need my slp.

weee..
happy burfday wai kit
belated i guess.
anyway we celebrated it with a bbq
mini one. and some cream smashing session.
lol
it was mean of us i shd say

yeah yeah
week 6
i've to attend lessons already
no more LOA for me to take
coz i've taken too many
and i need to get my 75% attendance
i hate this system
but there's nth much i can do bout it

not that it's a bad thing
i find it hurting when my classmate told me to have a change of class rep
hahaha. no dun take me wrong
it's not that i can't bear to give up that post.
i cannot wait to give it up to be exact
it's just that i dun like the way they convey the message
by asking one person to tell me
i mean, just tell me together
it's not like u dun see me online or anything
and seriously i dun mind
the post is killing me. i've got no time to handle

and i can understand whyy they wish for a change
a class rep who don't attend lessons regularly
rather spend his time with union projects
and bad attendance rating
wat a bad name for himself eh?
lol. doesn't matter
i've decided to do my best for union when i was elected
and i will still do so

anyhow, exams are around the corner
i'll put most of my effort on studies for the time being
till i cross this hurdle
then i shall start focusing on talenttime again
hopefully it works for me

oh wtf.
rope skipping team trainings are pending for now
definitely due to low turnout every week
so it's back to sundays
with recreational trainings
and omg. they asked if i was interested in playing netball
forming a professional team!
el oh el. why the hell u'd ask a guy
when u wish to form a professional team
i can't even play in the league!

there u go.
that's how bad our dear coach is doing
terrible planning
terrible decisions
he should have just concentrated on rope skipping
rather then going into line dancing
and netball
he's forgotten his aim
so much for RSS.

hmm..
busy week coming up for me
basketball competition
captains' ball inter-cons
hockey training wif club
and tuitions to handle
i know i know.
i've got my own studies as well
(:

why when i try to help
i get annoying remarks in return
it's not that i'm unhappy
i just don't like it
when ppl say "u won't understand"
it's not like u're the only one having problems
and i do have family problems
but each time i gave u advices
u reply with hurting remarks
then why bother telling me all those?

HU Bazaar 05/06 has finally ended
wat a "success"
maybe it was.
though i still had to tolerate complains on the last day
oh well, part of the committee eh?
anyway i guess everyone tried their best
as in, everyone who was actively planning for this bazaar
and helping out whenever they can.
now that it's over,
we can all finally heave a sigh of relieve.

had a friendly hockey match with yio chu kang sec
so much for friendly
i had sticks swung towards me
and opponents elbowing my back
i was so heated up that i threw my stick at one of them
when he swung his stick at me again
i almost wanted to confront him
until his coach came to me
gd thing he did.
anyway his coach wasn't gd as well
the way he dribbled, it was obvious
he can't play.
and he was apparently siding with his team. oh watever

2-1 we won
one goal by me
and the other set up by me
el oh el?
okayy. sec sch kids, i shalln't claim credit

i hadn't speak about css prom night did i?
held last sunday, at fort canning
quite cool.
was there to help out
and did the sound and powerpoint slideshows
lol.
well at least i didn't have much labourous job to do
and i think many of my juniors have matured
erm, or maybe they appeared to.

okayy
officially into study mood
from now onwards
i shall do self-study more often
and go for lessons on time

pissed off
absolutely pissed.
i just hate the way some ppl do things
and the way they talk
practice wat u preach
but all i see is talk and no actions.
nth is done, until something goes wrong
why?
i'm ur free labour?

oh so he's always having important lessons
while we, the "free labourers",
don't have to attend lessons?
he's the vice-chair
we could have jolly well walked out of this project
why bother to do so much work?
he can't even handle the vendors
and yet he dare to question us.

great la.
just great
i get kp-ed in sch by some idiotic fag
the moment i reach home
i get nagged at by mum
how timely.
yeah, nag all u wan

tml's last day of bazaar
hurray, wat a blessing.
i can't stand it any longer
i just wish to finish this project
and wash my hands out of his problems.
since he's such a "capable" junior exco

i'm sorry