j

damn
i screwed up my maths paper
so gonna fail it
even if i don't,
i'll most probably score 50+ or so onli
it's a messed up paper la
70 marks for Section A
and a maximum of onli 50 marks achievable?!?
wtf? still got such rule.
then the other 50 marks, 8 is from mcq
-.-"
42 is Section C
omfg. 3 questions, which i think i didn't do 2
el oh el.

ok.
think i'm regretting now
not going for lessons is already a sin
but i didn't even touch my tutorials
AND i've been playing and playing
now i've learnt my lesson
i WILL STUDY FOR PEEE
before i fail another module
hur hur.

hmm.
1st october this saturday.

oh btw
we've had taufik winning singapore idol
then kelly into the finals of superstar
now, another new star from sp??
some guy called khairul, a yr 1 somemore if i'm not wrong.
he's into the finals of ANUGERAH
a malay superstar-like competition
el oh el
best of luck to him =P

woah
the powers of dota is incredible
it has made me so addicted to it
that i spend my entire day
facing the computer
however, i'm as lousy in any computer games as ever
lol.

i'm guilty to say
have been playing more than revising
after my DE paper
starting to regret
coz when i start to think of my maths and PEEE papers
i start to freak out
imagine onli knowing nth that the teacher has taught
i'm in deep trouble.

so study, i will start
in fact started already
at a slow pace though
will continue in sch tml
coz staying home will onli make me get distracted
lol.

DE paper was quite ok
a little bit of killer questions.
but watever la k
the paper just seem to be harder every yr
i duno why.
ask the lecturers

bah bah bah
can't wait for the exams to be over
and holidays will be here
i wana go to the cruise so much
being able to eat all i wan
lol.
and slack for 3d2n.
even when in lectures, we're slacking
sounds like heaven eh?

cham liao la.
so many days passed
but i haven't start on revision.
LOL
my exam coming this tues
but i've been playing wc3 the entire day
i'm hoping i wouldn't get addicted to dota
like my classmates
when i start playing wif them soon
=x

hahaha!
so i do have ppl reading my blog
eh. but pls tag leh
at least give some life to my blog
then i will wan to update more often
=P

and i got a nice
no.
very nice
"AH MA"!
lol. i know u care la
u care for everyone in union
and i'm fine
perfectly well taken care of
i'll cope well with everything
(:

hmmm..
my relative is leaving for southampton next sat.
how gd.
going to england
well not to play of coz
he's going there to study law
o.O
lol. i wouldn't choose to go so far
just to study law actually =x

rah.
still thinking if i shd go to sch tml
and do revision.
well at least i won't be distracted by computer games
alright
i've gotta go
STUDY!
i dun wish to have forward modules ;P

call it bad luck
or watever u wish
i'm not gonna bother bout it anymore
u guys can go ahead and ask me to do this and that
i'll just shut up
and follow wat u ppl say
if that's wat u wan.

anger management
i think i would do very well for that module if i do take it up.

i've had a tiring day
and the least i could have was peace
but NO.
thanks man. thanks

oh yes.
i'm not bothered
i'll just treat it that i nv mentioned anything
to u
and probably disappear out of ur life.
stop torturing me.
pls

THE END

as days pass by
i'm starting to give up
not on myself
but on certain ppl
show me that u deserve my trust
then i'll decide if i shd change my impression of u

gah gah.
business team business team
i hate doing that
i duno whyy
but i'm not the only person in corporate.
just kill me

rope skipping trainings are getting boring
especially after re-scheduling to wed.
the atmosphere is different
the feeling towards the sport is different
maybe it's the ppl
maybe it's just me
somehow i've been wondering
if there's any way i can break away from this sport
w/out any regrets

lab test tml
lab test the day after
and mid session exam next tues
wat the hell am i doing here.

i'm speechless
totally.
when i'm looking for a job badly
no companies would offer me one
right now
when i've started poly
wif so many commitments
union, hockey, rope skipping, syfc
some farny company called me
and offered me a part-time job
wat else can i say.

hmm.
i might just give up rope skipping for good
that's wat i'm pretty bothered about
it's a waste to give up right now
but wif so much things on hand
putting things off might be a good thing
on the other hand
my mum insists i give up hockey
-_-
well. i might after iivp
not now (:

dad's fever is still on and off
he can't be discharged yet
not till after next week
i supposed.
granddad is going home tml
(:

wat a cute classmate i have
he asked me to chill
when i kept questioning him bout tml's lab test.
yes, i'm damn worried
how else do u expect me to react
i've only attended 3-4 lab lessons
out of 8.
if i do pass
it would be a blessing

HAHA.
sch holidays are over for sec sch
my sis is finally going back to sch
the feeling of watching her stay home
while i have to go for lectures
makes me pissed off.
i'm gonna piss her off in return
when October comes.

er wait.
i've still got work to handle during vacation.
ok. now i'm seriously pissed
...

burnt
sunburnt
how nice the weather could have been
had pitch training from 1-3
of all timings it had to be during the hot afternoon
yeah
and it rained at arnd 4
i almost felt like walking under the rain

and there u go
training has ceased till exams are over
so it's studies left
and i'm hoping not to fail anymore paper
including the lab test on monday
it seems so impossible not to fail
x.X

that teeny weeny lil hope.

few days since i updated
having lots of events lately
and some problem at home.

i'm finally glad that 2 events are over
for sports fiesta
badminton is all i'm left to help
and no more "kayu" remarks
i've had enuff of these
we are from Students' Union
not from some badminton or basketball team.
and we're all human afterall
mistakes are inevitable.

i'm sorry to my boss
haven't been doing much corporate stuff
the hockey trainings are killing me.
i'll get back to work next week

i'm so bloody gonna fail my PEEE lab test
even if i do get marks
it would be below 10
out of 100
yes, that's how bad it is
and guess wat.
i've got another 3 lab tests for 3 other modules
how great.

my dad is in hospital.
admitted due to high fever.
totally scared the hell out of me on wed nite
he seemed to be possessed or sth.
and was uttering nonsense
similar to my grandma and granddad before they left.
and i cried
badly.
didn't know wat to do to help my mum
for i was so afraid of losing my dad
sorry mum.

grandpa had an op today.
so i'm like visiting 2 patients when i go to hospital.
abit weird feeling.
but well,
they are afterall my family members

kinda upset
coz i'm pretty stucked wif sch stuffs
training tml
can onli go down to NUH after 3+
sort of guilty for not being able to help my mum
i just hope everything would be fine.

damn pissed off k
ask ppl to help like so difficult
but when they ask for help
it's like a must
otherwise it would be a great sin

have been v.tired lately
events here and there
work and work
studying makes life worse
and tml there's a lab test
i'm gonna fail it

u know wat?
having the chance to play for sp in hockey
is an honour
but we're gonna lose this iivp
and most probably end up bottom of the table
the odds of that is 1:2
el oh el.
watever
7-18 November

yeah yeah.
come to me when u having troubles
seek for my help
run away when i need u
avoid me
i dun need u no more

and i just love this game
coz it's torturing me
badly.

goodbye world.

first thing first
happy 18th bday to sky
best wishes
and i'll nv forget that gay smile u gave me at fc3
rofl

dun ask me whyy
i'm feeling upset right now.
probably becoz of ytd's bowling game
i played 3 games
and all were BELOW 100!
my gawd la.
i've nv played that bad before
i've even got games below 50
how great.

15 days to exam
can't be any better k?
i'm fking worried lah.
so much things to revise on
i also duno wat i've been doing for the past few weeks
slack slack and slack.

aiya watever.
no mood to carry on

rah.
boring day~
home the entire day
with nth interesting to do

sports fiesta ytd
and i helped to officiate the captain's ball competition
being a referee ain't easy
u get condemned like shyt
especially from losing teams
anyway,
had a busy night.

oh yes.
i'm in the hockey team
for Invitational Institute-Varsity-Polytechnic
mixed feelings
rather glad, coz wish to represent sp so much
not that please either
coz the team is mostly made up of yr 1s
how to win?

yes, attendance is impt.
but we can't just refuse to pick ppl who hardly attend trainings
they've got club trainings
national team trainings
and also, other ccas
the fact that they had attended training
and are more than willing to fight for sp
plus the experience and capability
they shd be picked for the team.

oh gosh.
i miss dancing so much
abit of a regret that i didn't join sp dance
and cheer =x
and wif so much commitments
i can hardly find time to do dance wif friends
zz.

exams coming.
i'd better start revision
dun wish to fail
especially wif the high expectations from my sec sch teachers
i do not aim to be the top student
but i still wish to score distinctions
(:

i just realised i miss the good old days
when i was still in css
though not that well liked by teachers
for i was a stubborn student
who always didn't complete his homework
and often flunking his tests
still i had many good memories in that school

reminded me of my pri sch
blps.
guilty, i am
for not visiting my teachers there
and those who left that school.

if not for the teachers who had taught me
be it in pri or sec school
i wouldn't be where i am today
(:

dance makes my life beautiful...
and you

omg la!
kelly lost to weilian
yes. it's a fact now.
hur hur
i thought otherwise
it's stupid la
ppl often say those weren't sympathy votes
but time and time again
whyy are they always mentioning bout weilian's disability?
CONTRADICTIONS

it's not fair to have 70% judged on smses
definitely unfair.
imagine if some rich guy
who has no idea of where to spend his money
smsing for a particular contestant 100 000 times
then wat for have 5 judges?

ar.
not my problem
i'm not affected
=P

woohoo!
i got a new internet connection
wif a router!
weeee....
lol.
big deal

eh guess wat?
my rope skipping training may be reverted back to sundays
heh
troublesome u know?
change here change there..

lessons cancelled one after another
i'm enjoying this
more time for me to do self-revision
or rather
slack.
=X