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seriously in deep shit
should have realise i need to score for lab tests
and thus work harder on my physics
ironically, i've not been attending lab lessons
my soldering is in a mess
and i can't fix the resistors onto the breadboard according to the diagram
dead meat, i will be
for my lab tests are coming in 2 weeks time.

somehow i wish life was less tense
with more time to spare
not just 7 days a week
coz i need a breather
from all these studying
pls.

wat else can i do?
with semestral exams coming so soon
and lab tests after lab tests
i'll just have to hope
i won't fail any of them

okayy.
finally i fall sick
my head hurts like hell
guess i need time to rest
lol.

i missed lab test
omg.
i hope it's not a tough one
mcq questions would be fine
=x
lucky i've got an mc
to let me resit for the test

yayy..
i've passed the youth flying club medical!
scheduled for interview now.
if all goes well
i may start flying by the end of the year?
i hope so.

so now..
another commitment
have to find time for yfc
if i fail the trial for hockey
i think i'll just drop that cca
of coz
union is still my priority
and studies (:

received feedback that i'm drifting away from classmates
and it's abit obvious that i hardly hang out wif them nowadays
no, it's not becoz of any conflicts or anything
probably due to my recent lack of interest in lectures
so i haven't been going to classes regularly
and they're always going to lan
i dun have that much money to spend on lan gaming
neither do i have spare time
except for lunch and project meetings
i guess we'll spend little time
anyhow, i'll still make time for the class ^^

erm
ppl. i got no time for shopping
so if u guys wana buy gifts or anything
count me in
but i wouldn't have time to go with u

now,
back to studying
(:

zz
more bowling practices for me
otherwise i'll just keep deproving
as proven today
....

lunch wif team was practically a joke session
simply amusing
sort of a reunion
as asiah joined us too
overall..
a nice way to post-celebrate enna's burfday
(:

argh!
test tml!
and i duno wat to study on.
haven't been attending classes for this module
damn shit.
i'm gonna fail like nobody's business!

WATEVER

the sweetest person, you are (:

hahaha
i'm so sorry la k
i didn't go to sch to do running
neither did i help out in banner painting
and the worse thing is
i didn't help casper
when he asked me to let him do some check-up on my eyes
=x

yes.
i still went to sch
starting to treat union as my home
so there i was
sitting in the exco room
making phone call to companies
and i got scolded
by one the director of a company
shalln't say who
and whyy
damn her (:

mmm..
helped arnd wif the sports fiesta packaging
hur hur
things were flying everywhere
and i got hit every now and then
left wif guohao when things were arranged nicely.

bbq!
weee...
it was a nice gathering wif my relatives
been long since i met some of them
had quite afew nice chats
helped arnd
and did swimming!
omg. SWIMMING!
hmm..gotta swim more often already
coz i scuk at it!
lol.

bah.
tml gonna be out the entire day again
celebrating enna's bday
by having lunch i guess
then off i go to pray for grandparents
and then BOWLING!
wahaha =x

it's been a long journey

fcuk!
damn pissed off today la
sho suay.

early in the morning onli rain
traffic jam on the way to sch
luckily that watever forum started late
if not damn paiseh la
make my friends wait!

went to play soccer wif spsu
FIELD somemore.
weather damn hot
notice how the weather changes?
ran like hell la

rushed off for lab test
LUCKILY I MANAGED TO FINISH!
i almost couldn't do the program
well, intelligent me did it anyway
with onli 5 mins left =x

back to the field again
this time,
linesman.
damn la, seniors all play the match against ICT
majority were indians somemore
-_-
so the lousy me could onli be the linesman
sho sian
kicked arnd when the match ended
and soon it was time for hockey

screwed my trial run.
3.2km
and i had cramps on both my calfs
finished the run wif a bad timing
i duno how long though.
was panting like hell after the run la.
that's how unfit i am

dammit man.
my attendance for hockey is below 75%
maybe even below 50?
my chances of getting into the team is like
FCUKING LOW!
how nice. i'm damn sad la
was like sulking all the way in union!
lol. no la, i just threw temper on some friends
who were nice enuff to entertain me =x

dinner at clementi
and waited for some seniors to come down
for supper -.-"
sho farny loh!
i think it's becoz of hockey
that made me went crazy during supper
crapped through and laughed alot
that helped to cheer me up.

very tired already.
3/4 dead after so much exercise in a day
hopefully i can still wake up tml
i wana go to sch
do some running to train my fitness
help out in banner painting
see if i can finish any union work
and then head off for aunt's burfday bbq!

damn tired
i duno whyy
i just feel like slping

and gladys
stop hunting me for an answer
u'll nv know.
not for now.
if u're trying to make me feel terrible
u've done a great job

i'm going to bed
yes
this early
feeling sick makes me tired
too bad

yada yada yada
and he goes on and on
when will he ever stop?

whenever there's a performance
or competition
u expect R to nag at us
for watever reason
he just has to
otherwise his mouth itches.

and guess wat
performance over!
weee...
finally, no more night practices everyday
wat a relieve
come to think of it
i onli got to perform for a v.short while
.. so much for practicising everyday.

training seperately now
from the gals
lol.
they are god damn sad la!
me? watever. i'm sad whenever i see R
rofl.
bad thing is
night practice every wed.
JUST GREAT!

oversleeping lately..
and late for lessons
bad boy.
now that the regular trainings are over
i've gotta change! (:

currently on study mode
coz my semestral exam starts on 20th
like just 3 weeks away onli la!
i might just fail
u nv know.
60/100 for my PEEE MST is VERY BAD
considering that someone in class scored 100
*slaps head*

i just can't wait
for the weekend to come
then i'll just laze on my bed till noon
hahaha.

i love that smile of yours (:

wat a GREAT idea la.
wushu pose for the performance
el oh el?
do we have to include table-tennis in future?
tra la la.

headache man
did lots of thinking on the way back home
planning here and there
and i couldn't decide on certain things
HU Bazaar is 3 mths away
but so much preparations and things to do

sux k
my leg hurts like hell
very very painful
i got idea how i'm gonna perform on wed
coz i've got hockey tml as well
oh well....

yayy..
i'm gonna free up 9-12 october
coz i wana go to cruise!
hahaha. along wif spsu members
gonna be fun la.
let's see if i can sneak into the casino =x
superstar virgo! WEEEE...

ahem!
i didn't purposefully go face to face wif taufik hor!
i was just trying to do my job
by getting more concerts for sp students
=P
and gladys hu
i dun owe u any answer
coz i didn't promise u any
xD

work like hell
and get the best results
that's my aim (:

BOWLING!
hahaha.
been long since i touched it
as expected
i played pretty badly due to lack of practice
oh well..
i promise myself to take some days off next mth
for bowling games (:

like shit can.
i pulled my thigh muscle
injured now.
yes, PAINFUL!
i almost cursed and swear during training
good thing i didn't.

and u know wat?
i totally hate his attitude now
(:
i dun care how others feel about him
whether my teammates agree with me
but i just dislike the way he do things
totally.

it's his damn pride la
scared to lose face in front of other ppl.
if that's the case u jump urself la.
zz
"there are funny ppl in rope skipping"
u're one (:

if it didn't rain for the past 2 days
maybe the carnival would have a better result
too bad. no luck ^^
i'd bet the footprints didn't even cross the 500 mark
well i played my part
i sold packets of candy floss and popcorns!
hahaha.

everyday i come home
i see sweets
honeydew sago
ice cream
chocolate
and plenty of junk food
all thanks to my dad
who bought so many things from batam
thx to him
that my plan to go on diet failed.
so much for dieting..

oh i forgot to talk bout superstar
kelly got in. haha
another ex-sp student to become famous?
god knows.
it's a pity junyang didn't get to go into the finals
i thought he definitely did better
sympathy votes for weilian
that's all i wan to say
like or not, that's my point of view (:

how i wish
wed would come soon
and pass quickly
PLEASE!

omfg!
i was just 1metre close to taufik batisah!
TODAY!
yes. face to face!
too bad to those hu didn't catch him
ur loss =P
well i approached him and his manager
to hold concert in sp.
hopefully we have him =x

oh yes.
kelly is coming to sp on mon
ppl u can try to sneak into sp (:
zz
i dun think i'm going to watch her
coz it's not organised by union
and i got better things to do
=P

no luck for youth for causes today
so little ppl!
i have a strong doubt that the record can be broken
1000 footprints
el oh el.
i think there's less than 200 today

shit arse la
5 days of training straight
rope skipping
hockey
rope skipping
hockey
can die loh!
i can't even walk straight now.
my calf hurts like shit!

k ciaoz
training again tml
before i go back to orchard for the carnival
GL AND HF

couldn't have been a better time
flu
on a day when i've got hockey training
i'm swallowing panadols happily la.
took 2 in sch
and another when i reached home

just came back from hockey
and it's a waste of time la.
onli 1 hr
we had to travel all the way to bukit timah
zz
well at least i had dinner wif some of the guys
guys who crack silly jokes
(:

i dun need ppl to compare me wif others
neither do i like it
i am who i am
and i dun care if i'm weaker
wat has he achieve and wat have i?
i've got far more commitments than he has
he's just desperate for some medals
and maybe fame.
know wat?
he can have it all (:
fullstop.

omg
dear jeremy
pls wake up and start being a gd boi
attend all lessons and stop being late
lol.
for ur info,
i missed 1 lecture, 1 lab lesson
and was late for tutorial today.

orchard youth park tml
from 9
all the way till 6
ppl pls turn up
i would be glad to see friends there
=P

training tml
again.
i'm gonna die of running and jumping
anytime

ok
i'm dying of fatigue
gotta go slp.
BYE!

shit arse.
my calf hurts again
duno whyy
hockey ytd
today rope skipping
jump jump jump. hurt like hell

lalala
tml thurs
SLACK DAY!
hahaha.
can wake up late, coz lessons start at 12
and it's maths.
i'm gonna slack during his lesson la
jk. i've got to work hard alr
otherwise can't score for semestral exams.

yeah..
training again tml.
i hate travelling to and fro
tampines leh!
zz

i'm so fed up wif some ppl la
whyy make so many promises
and end up breaking all of them
play play play
can't even do work properly.
and it's not like i didn't give time
i gave plenty.

oh yes. i visited some ex-classmates blog
finally could sit down and browse thru
yeap.
that's how busy i can get
oh well.
more to come.

DAMN!
i'm gonna fail my project 1 test today la.
so called test
but my bloody kind lecturer "accidentally" gave us the answers.
"mr neo being mr neo"
that's his pet phrase
and being jeremy,
whose handcraft is forever so sucky
i didn't do the soldering properly
wouldn't be surprise if i fail.
=x

shit can.
my schedules are packed
packed
and still packed!

lessons till 11.30 tml
but i've got to finish up some work
and then go down to bugis wif friend
meeting up wif some sponsor
he'd better not be a fussy one.
after that gotta rush back to sch
to help tend booth

and guess wat
off i go to tampines
for training at 7
HOW WONDERFUL.

oh yes.
gonna see that fuck up lecturer for PEEE practical tml
no, not refering to mr neo
another one.
i just hope i will be up early
and not be late for sch.

omgg
news just came
some big shots would be present at the performance
just great
i've to go for trainings everyday
this wed onwards, till tues

well,
i think i'm gonna die
wed thurs sat sun mon rope skipping
fri tues hockey
couldn't be busier

shit ass concerts la
i wan to organise one
and i've got companies asking to have one in sp
but the damn auditorium is booked
onli 2 days left for september
GREAT!

u know wat.
i'm going to bed
before i wake up late
and misses lesson tml again
for ur info,
i've missed morning lessions since fri
wat a good student i am.

oh yes.
i forgot
i just love the fireworks i saw
twice.
the first, was the one i enjoyed the most
and i treasure that every moment
(:

the second time
was on national day
had an enjoyable time with my friends as well
hardly do i get to spend such time wif spsu ppl
and it's wonderful to have friends watching the fireworks with u

i guess i've fallen in love with fireworks
for it reminds me of the wonderful times
i've had.

back to training
wow.
it's been like,
3 mths, or so?
certainly had a hard time
the jumping made me tired after 10 mins
(:
lack of exercise.

i expected some comparison during trainings
i just didn't expect it to be so soon
was made to jump freestyle wif jx
30 seconds
as usual for me, trips here and there.
no. it didn't affect my mood
but i guess my stamina did
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING BOUT IT!

everyone faces problems every now and then
it's only through these obstacles
then we learn from our mistakes
i've made some, and learnt some
and i guess taking things one step at a time would be the best.
no hurry.
priority still goes to my studies
(:

i got no idea wth i'm typing.
gonna finish up my work and get to slp.
BYE BYE

FINALLY i'm online la.
lol!
zz la
my mum went to click the "reset password" button
my internet access was cut off
and i had to go w/out internet for 4 days

i got so much things to say la!
k lah.
not many also =x
genie's concert!
damn fun k!
i mean.. having her there wasn't that fun
but spsu made it fun!

i just love the mass dinner outings
we'll all take a bus or train down to clementi
and have dinner together
hahaha
practically a free and easy tok cock session

and becoz of these outings
i'm spending less time at home la
for dinner i mean.
yeah
this home is a little quiet now.
dad's been coming home and back to batam for 1 mth already
and he doesn't stay home for more than 1 day.
the last time he came home
he had a burnt thumb
i just hope he knows how to take care of himself.

weeee...
i got back 3 of my marks for MST!
hahaha.
sho happy la!
structured programming 94
maths 95
digital electronics 83
wahahaha.
left with Principles of EEE
i onli know i nv fail
but i duno my marks~
argh..

i dun wish to get distinction for all my subjects already
so long as i get A+ each
i'm contented
(:

k bah.
i blog again tml
one time blog too much not v.nice
=x
BB

i'm dying already la k
so tired loh
damn the CYA camp
terribly terrible.

stupid campers la
little bit of moving around in sch they complain tired.
they were lucky not to be in SPSU FO Camp
IF NOT THEY DIE!

zz la
i hated the first nite
Operation Lunar 7
wat a nice name for the game loh.
first day of ghost festival.
those CYA ppl damn scared la!
they didn't dare to come my zones
zzz
make me wait so long for them

2nd nite.
WORSE!
everybody was freaked out when they reached business block
THEY DIDN'T DARE TO WALK UP!
omg loh.
the nitewalk was practically a failure la.
less than half the group came to my station
wat a waste.
early know i dun bother to paint my face
-.-"

ahaha.
but scaring ppl was fun la
they appear brave
but obviously they're dying to get out already la
LOL!
i couldn't stop laughing
when one guy shouted
"come on, let's get the hell out of here!"
oh yes.
the CYA guys are gays.
coz they are more afraid than the gals!

lol
i missed my "first" training
not on purpose k?
too sleepy to go
wat's the diff if i go there and slp.
=P
k i go do work liao.

omg
the distribution of genie's concert tickets ish sho terrible
extremely i shd say
we've onli got bout 200 tickets distributed
and i'd bet not all those hu got the tickets would come
2 more days left
i'm hoping that the turnout wouldn't be bad
dear SP students
pls come collect the tickets and help support the concert!
=x

k la
stupid day
i went to sch so early
even though i got no lessons
did the ticket booths
and went for ndoc
did pledge taking
and i left LOL!

weee..
i played basketball!
finally had the chance after so long
k lah. last week i played too
but it was onli awhile
coz i got blister while playing barefooted =x

zzz
tml's DE MST
and i haven't finish studying
nice la
i have to mug till 2am now.
better leave
or i may just take the entire night to finish.

heh.
maths mst
abit stupid
coz it's v.similar to the past year papers
oh well
i finished it so quickly
that i got 20 mins more to slack
and i played around wif my correction tape
=x

was at css today
glad to see mr lim and choo
nice to be back and listen to lim's joke
not a bad choice once in a while la.
=P

i dun like some ppl's attitude la
if she thinks she's doing a great job
i wouldn't agree at all
not with the way she speaks to her senior
not the way she do things.
and then some ppl is like
always insisting they're right
even when u have gave them ur reason for wat u've done
nice la.

mae called
sort of figured that out la
R wouldn't bother to call
pride is all he wans.

yeah.
i'm asked if i wish to go back
for some upcoming demo
i assume that's part of the plan to get me back
lol?
"Jeremy can only get top 20 la"
oh yeah?
wat have u got (:
u're just someone who supplies us wif ropes,
a training ground,
and get us registered for competitions.
training? it's always us.

i've not decided on anything yet
becoz nobody knows wat to do either
even my mum.
she told me to discuss wif R bout my freedom
not like the first time we've done that (:
if i don't go back
it's becoz of him
and his policies

but if i do
it's becoz of my passion for the sport
my hard work for the past years
my eagerness to represent singapore again
and of coz
my teammates (:

but then again
it's all 50-50
not easy to make a choice
to return to a coach who keeps 20 team track suits
like as if he paid for them, or he needed them
i think it's difficult to make a choice so soon
LOL!
k side-track.

ar crap
i'm gonna go slp
no studying for today
i'll have lots of time to do that tml
and hopefully i fare well on thurs =P
oh yeah
National Day Observance tml!
dammit la k
i've got to stand in front of the grandstand
and say pledge
wat an honour.
LIKE I CARE!

damn la
i'm so fed up
so fed up
FED UP!

to hell wif PEEE
i'm gonna fail it la k
damn paper
so difficult
i ask seniors they also duno how to do ar!
just great man.

gahgahgah
ppl can give me attitude
i can't give others attitude
wat kind of logic is this
not happy go home face mirror and scold urself la
come to sch and gimme attitude for wat
i also human
u wan to kp me
be prepared to let me kp u

fk la
i'm in a bad mood
TERRIBLY BAD MOOD!