wah kaoz.
reached home at 9+!
wtf man.
i went to meet Michelle regarding cip project
duno whyy i'm doing these shit stuffs
none of my classmates seem to bother bout it
as if they wouldn't mind failing Character Development
okayy
at least sky turned up at the meeting with me
nice of him (:

had a long day.
woke up damn early
and headed to ST Medicals
did my test again, i think i finally have no probs
than rushed to sch
phew. i wasn't late
surprisingly, i didn't fall aslp in class even though i was sleepy
and drowsy due to my flu.
i was busy doing my work =x

had first corporate comm. meeting
nice
i think the team would do a great job in this project
great ppl
hopefully =P

sky's in deep dilemna
he doesn't know wat to do
whether to give her up, or fight for her
and the thing is,
his so-called gd friend doesn't seem to be helping him
in fact, he seemed like he's fighting over her as well
...
wat a nice friend

i wouldn't do the same thing
for i know how terrible it is
when ur gd friend snatches someone u love away from u
i had that feeling once
and i wouldn't let my friend feel the same way
not sky at least.
for he's my gd friend (:

ar damn flu
damn weather
it's making me sick
making the entire class sick
zzz

oh gawd.
finally i get to reach home before 6
it's the first time
since last week!
lols.
and i got to take a short evening nap
still very very tired though

dots
i gotta go down to ST Medicals tml morning
3rd time already
than gonna rush to sch after that
no choice
otherwise the apptment would be on sat
and everything falls on that day!
i can't skip training (:

damn STD talk
waste time
k. i'm being a bad boi =x
but really loh
i was wondering whyy i didn't run out of the convention hall
oops
lol!

dots
siree scolded me an asshole
and she's upset
with me
for saying her
-.-"
wat logic is this?!?
lols.

oh shit.
i think i pulled my thigh muscle
it hurts
sho painful >.<
ow ow ow!

zzz
i'm tired of this
my spsu seniors are asking me to quit my other ccas
and then, my hockey seniors are asking me to quit spsu
wat the hell?!?
can't i just be in both?
whyy can't ppl just compromise with each other
dammit.
and wat. if i gonna stay in bowling
they'll start this all over again?!?
pls.
i've had enuff of this in secondary school

okayy
this time i think i'm struggling with studies
i seriously can't catch up with PEEE
i'm not even paying attention to my lecturer
coz he makes the lesson so boring
and he's longwinded
now i duno how to finish my tutorials
i need help.
HELP!

nice timing
i've got a sore throat
dun ask me whyy i can still raise my voice
and i think i'm gonna go down wif cough or flu soon
or maybe just fever.
gd enuff

great for my classmate
sky
he finally got that gal's hp no.
and found out her name
plus, got to chat with her online
gd for u.
and..
hu do i have when i need someone to talk to?
i look arnd
and i'm all by myself
gosh i'm starting to hate this song
FULL STOP!

yayy
mummy bought me 2 pair of jeans
lols.
actually wanted to buy for both of us
ended up buying onli mine
coz she couldn't find her size
oops =x

kaoz
i couldn't slp last nite
duno whyy
now i'm sho tired
gonna slp any moment

had dinner with casper and jieqi
the corporate comm. outing was ruined
geraldine had to rush home
viqnish was on mc
dots.
now i have to plan another outing to satisfy casper
anyway, thx for the free drink
=P

hmm..
i've got nth to blog about
think i go do some revision
and than go to bed
otherwise i'll be late for sch tml

and
i feel sick.

*yawns*
woah
i just woke up
had bowling and hockey training ytd
was sho tiring
couldn't even concentrate on playing games when i reached home
>.<

i'm so dead
i'm packed with activities on 2 july
everything seems to fall on that certain day
i duno whyy
deep shit i'm in!

oh yeah
i just realised i only had a waffle for the entire ytd
lols.
that explains whyy i had gastric
=x
lucky i had my mum to make me noodles
otherwise i might have died 12 hrs ago

class gathering tonite!
forfaianz
well i'll be going late certainly
haha.

kewl
4 weeks pass so soon
jc students have to return to sch
while poly students are 4 weeks away
to a one week break
yeah right. break
not for me
i've got leadership training camp plus union stuffs to handle
-.-"
and then..
EXAMS! omg.

damn it la huh
can u believe it
i got another appointment letter from st medical services
not another call up
idiots
can't they settle everything at one go?
zzz

okayy
i think i'm just too fed up
yeah
totally pissed off with training today
whyy?
coz i've got a blardy arrogant senior
play for club big deal?
i once had the chance too
it's just that i gave it up

big headed guy
thinks he's the best among everyone
yeah, captain so?
to hell with u
u dun even play fair
everything we do is wrong
while watever foul u make isn't ur fault
yeah right
we'll see wtf u can do if everyone stops coming for training
and u go represent SP ALL BY URSELF

idiotic guy
he kept pushing the ball towards our feet during the mini-match
intentionally
i got so pissed off when he did that
and he kept shouting "legs"
oh, like we kicked the ball on purpose?
fucked up guy
he caused the ball to hit my throat
right at my adam's apple
he didn't even bother to ask if i'm alright
"his feet touch the ball wat"
oh. u mean u pushed the ball towards my leg
would i be so stupid as to kick the ball and hurt myself?
faggot!

enuff.
i shalln't go on
i wouldn't even bother if i'm not selected for the team
in fact i might just stop going for trainings
if that bastard carries on with that behaviour

oh yeah
commitments all over my schedule
bowling in the morning
hockey in the afternoon
dun ask me whyy i'm still going for hockey
i just felt a need to
responsibility. for now (:
it would be great if i'm selected for the team
coz i play to represent my sch
and win.
but with that guy in the team
gosh, i think i'll consider thrice!

el oh el
my lecturer actually praised me today
"look at the class rep"
"so quiet and hardworking"
LOL!
i just happened to sit by myself
coz there wasn't any other seats
and so i did my tutorial
as i didn't feel like listening to her
and instead, i got praised.
wahaha.

i miss my dad
another week before he comes home
it's his bday this coming wed
hur hur
he hasn't called since last fri
oh gosh..

kae..
i'm tired
gotta slp early
dun wana miss my first bowling training tml =x
update tml!

oh yes
i finally started work
met up wif casper to discuss bout upcoming meeting
yep
corporate comm. is gonna be busy for the next 2 mths
haha.
and it's only on one project =P

sian
duno whyy i can't wake up on time nowadays
always late for first lesson
pig
how i wish pigs can fly now

hahaha
finally
i'm going for hockey training
i've only attended 3 trainings out of 6
lol.
this is bad
how to be in ivp team?!?
=x

ok
i'm seriously unhappy now
if u ppl are not satisfied with the exco results
or even those in standing comm.
fking go and appeal to the president la
wat's the pt of badmouthing us?
i'm not pin-pointing anyone
neither am i saying that anyone's talking behind my back
but it's obvious la k
if someone wans to take my position
pls go ahead and tell the president
take me along
i'll gladly give my post to u
i mean it
(:

okayy
enuff of getting pissed
i just need the upcoming weekend
coz i need a break
sunday would be great
coz my ex-classmates are having a bbq!
yayy..

i miss dancing
lol
dun ask me whyy
i just miss the danceworks days
too bad i didn't take part this yr
):

i'm hungrryyyy
i need to eat
pigs need to
moreover i'm just a pigglet
thus i need more food to grow =P
mars bar here i come!

saddening!
my dear brother, choonwee
lost his job
erm. i mean
his job as the HR/PR junior exco
only a standing comm. member now
i sympathize with him a little
for he started work ytd
collecting the contacts of comm. members from various comms.
now his position is given to someone else
can't be blame
rules are meant to be rules
i shalln't explain further

soccer match!
gosh
i seriously suck at field soccer
after not playing for yrs
or maybe
i shd just say
i suck at soccer
scoreline was 4-3
we lost
nice try anyway spsu freshies
and gg

oh i'm so glad
i finally managed to finish my DE tutorial
the maths tutorial almost killed me
DE totally tortured me
i was struggling to complete the tutorial till 2am
when i decided to give up and slp
managed to finish it just now
phew!

yes!
i finally get to slp till later
coz my lesson starts at 12 tml!
hahaha.
okayy
i promise
i'll try not to be late for class tml
TRY
btw. i've been late for 2 days this week (:

oh yeah
i hate nominations
coz the procedure is damn long
and i'm so glad
that the damn thing is over
FOR NOW!
hahaha

ar
shalln't blog further
i think my blog is dead anywayy
lols
uncertified that's all

zzz
i need to slp
ALOT MORE
i can't pay attention in class
and i feel like i'll doze of any moment
yes
boring lecturers make things worse

idiotic lecturer
we're only into week 4
and he's at chapter 6 already
wtf.
there's 16 weeks in a semester,
and he's already finish almost half the book
the problem is
i can't catch up at the rate he's going
great.

well
at least i had an interesting lesson
workshop practice
wif that fun lecturer whom i mentioned
i've learnt how to fix the wiring into a 3-pin plug!
lol.
he's a sadist
i totally agree

shd i give up hockey?
or bowling?
or both?
i think my attendance for hockey is onli 50% now
and i have to pay 12 bucks per training for bowling
how expensive
shd i just concentrate on union?
oh man.
this is tough

kae.
i need to revise
coz i dun have time tml
spsu is gonna have a internal soccer match
lols
how interesting. =P

omg.
the guy whom i least expected to be elected
even in the standing comm.
he actually made it!
argh.
i duno why also la.
dun ask me
but so far i dun think anybody thinks he shd be given that position
nvm.
everyone is given a fair chance (:

and.. yep
lucky chap i am
chosen to be the junior exco for corporate comm.
and guess wat
my boss, or senior exco is CASPER!
hahaha. god dad, how nice!
well it's nice of him to give me the chance
to pick me as his assisstant.
the both of us are gonna work hard
and make corporate comm. an outstanding team
xD

haha
corporate might be a little new for me
though i've had a little experiences regarding approaching organisations
we all got to learn
and we learn sth new everyday
so hu cares
i'm just gonna do my best and do my job

the bad thing bout being and exco
or rather, being in the spsu comm.
lanyard. i gotta wear it everytime i enter union
gosh
lol.
oh yeah, heard there was a spot check on lanyard
at my sch's block
just in case u're wondering
poly has spot checks too (:

first exco meeting tml
wonder wat big project we're gonna have
hur hur
and i'm gonna miss hockey tml for sure
el oh el

alright.
enuff bout union stuffs
i gotta go mug
and finish up watever tutorials i have
coz tests are coming up real soon
i've got a structured programming test next week!
woo la la.

fathers' day
and i can't celebrate it wif my dad
some to think of it
i dun even buy gifts for him
or even tell him a simple
"happy father's day"
and right now, my dad's in batam
great.

i've been playing mahjong for the entire afternoon
yep
been long since i touched those tiles
lost touch i shd say
haha.

argh
i'm seriously sick of doing my tutorials
especially when i'm stuck at questions
no matter how hard i rack my brains
zzz
am i stupid
or am i just plain dumb
pls choose one of the above for me.

i wish i could be the one
to hold ur hand
and walked u home
but wishes nv come true.

joyride was quite enjoyable
except.. for that part
shall go into details later

split into 5 grps for the ride
had 2 other guys with me
so 4 of us in the plane, pilot included
i was rather annoyed by this guy
he had experience in flying in australia
smart-alec i shd say
always trying to show off his knowledge bout flying and stuff
i totally ignored him (:

as for the other guy
the pilot asked for 1 person to be at the front seat
i wanted to
but this guy raised his hand
"may i request for the front seat pls"
he was smiling eagerly
i looked at him.. fine
he shall have it if he wishes

it's a privilege to be at the front seat
coz u would be allowed to manouvre the plane a little
when the pilot allows u to =P
i was rather jealous i shd say
the pilot pulled the plane up halfway thru the ride
and made a sudden drop
that guy at the front seat threw up
seconds later
oh god. he spoiled the ride
coz he wasted the privilege of being at the front seat
and becoz of him
THE PILOT COULDN'T DO ANYTHING WONDERFUL
besides flying normally -.-"

yeah
i'm excited
to take the pilot/co-pilot seat
can't wait for me to start the pilot course
but i have to wait
till yfc gets my medical report

casper spoke to me bout students' union
or rather, the selections for the committee
i'm not that worried
coz i have nth to worry about
i'm not expecting to be in the comm.
lol.

bullseye
u got me
right in my heart
(:

sigh
sometimes being a class rep ain't too good
the teacher recognises u
and remembers ur name
and u can't skip lessons that easily
god damn.

i'm gonna miss hockey tml
pitch training
ar. i gotta wake up early
gotta rush for medical again
and then to yfc for joyride
pls pray that my plane wouldn't crash
on the other hand
i hope it would
than jeremy ang would be a past tense

i dun understand why
why my friend is so excited bout the spsu committee results
when it's so obvious he wouldn't be elected
ok, i'm now looking down on him
but i guess it's gonna be a fact
i'm not even sure if i myself would be selected for any comm.
lol.
so much bout being exco?
oh ya. i didn't chose exco as an option
just for ur info

my fringe is long
makes my eyes itch
irritating.
but i refuse to trim it
xD

ok i'm gonna slack.
tml will be out for the entire day
i'll start studying when i get home
i need to buck up
for i've been dreaming in class too much
can't help it
the lecturers just bore me.

dammit.
balestier lost to sinchi!
and i bet on balestier
shd have listened to yongjie and bought sinchi instead man
the odds higher somemore!
argh. he and his filthy mouth =x

joke of the day!
my classmate actually went to ask for a gal's no.
wasn't that crowded la.
she was just with her female friends
rejected. how sad
she's attached already
LOL

ok
i hate myself now
coz i am so ignorant
my dad left for batam just now
for work, 2 weeks
he actually informed me before he left
i'm guilty, guilty of being unfilial
how could i not know bout this
until minutes before he left.

he may be bias at times
always appear to be unconcerned bout me
always siding with my sis
but he's still my dad afterall
gosh
this house is gonna be quiet for the next 2 weeks
and i seriously hope my dad would be alright
he hasn't fully recovered from his injury
i'm god damn worried

that's all
man
i'm gonna have 3 hrs of break tml
wat the hell am i gonna do
damn long loh

wtf
i'm damn sleepy now.
woke up late this morning sia
lesson was at 8, i woke up at 7.30
POWER!

spsu interview
omg!
it's scary
imagine sitting in a room
with 13 ppl facing u
and asking u questions
gd thing it didn't last long

zz
i am seriously lost
did i get the wrong signal or wat
i promise
i wouldn't ask again
ever.
coz i'm sick and tired of asking
and getting the same replies

u just have to ask
just once.
u didn't even bother.

i know i can't smile w/out u
i can't smile w/out u
i can't dance
i can't sing
i'm finding it hard
to do anything
u know i feel sad when ur sad
i feel glad when ur glad
if u onli knew
wat i'm going thru
i just can't smile
w/out u.

i'm struggling!
no.
not wif my studies
not yet i mean.
but i'm struggling between my commitments
both in and out of sch!!!
argh..

hockey hockey.
i've got pitch training at ccab this sat
and i got yfc joyride on that day!
dammit.
hopefully i can switch the joyride to sunday.
and bowling starts next sat
oh gawd.
my cca occupies my tues thurs fri and sat
yfc and spsu not included!
PLUS ROPE SKIPPING
omfg. where am i gonna find time!

fuck man
i hate my course.
lols
coz i have to wear covered shoes!
damn practicals
can't even wear slippers
i mean, can't wear for the entire day
have to change in sch if i wish to
gggrrr...

i need cash
i need money
i wana buy lots of things
oh man.

lalala.
i'm back from rdc
wat a camp
was given about 5 hrs to slp on first night
end up waking up for more than 10 times
given 2 hrs on the last night
it felt like onli 2 mins of sleep

cool
i met new ppl
new grp, SAFA
Self-service Automated Freshies Association
lols.
nightwalk was abit sian.
coz it was almost the same as nero's dream
just that we walked the entire journey ALONE
hahaha.

i'm sorry siree
i didn't mean to fall aslp
too tired lah!
=x

oh yeah
i didn't forget bout ur bday, gladys.
i just forgot bout ur present that's all =P
i'll buy u sth when we meet up one day k?
when x-jump goes out together (:

hahaha.
i'm a bad class rep.
late for class for like the duno how many time
and the lecturers dun even care
LOL!
oh well,
poly life!
xD

ok i duno why
but many ppl msged me ytd
while i was aslp
i apologise for not replying
yeap.
my sincere apologies..
BULLSHIT!
lols.

fuck
damn sp bowl
bluff me say got trial this week
in the end i went there
onli to find out that they would call at a later date
zzz

damn.
digital electronics
wat digital wat analog
wat binary code
wat base 2 and base 10
i'm totally lost
help me!

weeeeee
spsu recruitment drive camp tml!
i'm so not looking forward to it
i think i dread camps now
hahaha.

argh
it's been so long since i felt like this
my muscles are aching all over!
damn
the hockey training ytd seriously made me ache all over
and i played street soccer today
totally EXHAUSTED!

yayy.
i finished my maths tutorial 2
even before my lecturer teach
lols
aiya binomial
lame lame lame.
everything we're learning now is recap sec sch stuff
-_-
well i need to recap anyway =x

tml got bowling trial
sho excited!
i can't wait...
to see how low my scores will go =x
hahaha
i seriously got no confidence of getting into the team
NOT EVEN THE NON-IVP TEAM
=x
el oh el

ok i'm hungry
i know it's almost 12
BUT I HAVEN'T HAD MY DINNER
i'm gonna just eat the leftover luncheon meat
and mars bar
=P
pls make me fatter.

damn tired!
wat a busy day.
lessons till 5
hockey training till 8+
went to buy bday cake for maid
by the time i reach home
9+
omg.

tml is wed
yay.
1 tutorial 1 lecture
11.30 and i'm released!
wahaha.

kae bye
i gotta slp
rah.

kaoz.
2 days nv go sch
so many tutorials for me to complete
argh..

i guess promises are mean't to be broken
ppl always promise
but nv fulfill wat they say

my sec classmates did promise to go for outings
in the end
we have ppl always saying they aren't free
my trajan siblings promised to have more gatherings
but now we all seem to have forgotten our promises

it's ok.
i promised my teacher that i would help her sell tix
but i couldn't sell any
i broke that promise, i broke one too
i learnt from this that i shdn't promise anyone readily
neither would i help to buy tix from anyone readily
=)

okie i'd better stop
otherwise this will start another issue
i'm going back to my books.

yes
i'm back from camp!
feeling very very tired now
due to fatigue probably
i seriously need lots of rest!

being a facilitator was tough
coz my grp was one of the least capable one
and there wasn't any exco in it
no i'm not blaming them
i think turquoise did a great job
at least they were bonded
after day 1
on the other hand,
i was new as a facilitator
so it was considered a learning process for me
overall.. it was fun being a facilitator =)

tent-pitching was tedious
team building games was quite alright
orienteering at chinese garden was tiring
and watching kids kayak was humourous
amazing race was exciting
campfire was touching and fun
wat a nice camp
isn't it?

oh yeah
it was very heartwarming
especially when ur grp members recognise u as their facilitator
cheered for and thank u for all that u've done
lastly, bid u goodbye at the end of the camp
how sweet of them =)
thx for sharing ur marshmallows btw
and thx for the experience
turquoise all the way xD

omg.
i slept during one of my lectures today!
lols
i slept for 10 mins and woke up
the lecturer still talking bout the same thing
see wat i meant when i said he's boring?
=PpP
i'm gonna fail man!
lol.

weeeee
i played soccer
in JEANS again
lol.
my classmates are a bunch of soccer freaks
i think we might stand a gd chance
if there's a street soccer competition in sp
=X

family gathering was like..
a hi and bye session
half the family wasn't there
mummy couldn't make it
daddy was busy and had to be late
and they decided to eat at fc5
so i didn't eat
kfc kfc kfc. gosh =X
yeap. i went off at 3.30
couldn't stay there any longer
was so sleepy
bored
and decided to go study at home! =X

rah
i bowled today!
hahaha. 1 week nv bowl
i seriously deproved alot
and next week is trials
argh.
i think i won't be able to make it
>.<

hee
i won't be going to sch tml
gonna apply for 2 days mc
and go for css council camp!
=P
i'm simply too lazy to ask vijay or anyone to write me a letter
anyway, i doubt they would write one
to help me skip lectures =X
hahaha.
it's ok
mcs will do
i'm having flu for 4 days already anyway.

now.
i'm going to mug on my physics
and get to bed soon
xD
PIG!

Hello world!

Jeremy Ang
19 March 1988

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