j

call me petty
or wat
but i dun care
i seriously hate that guy now
making use of others
for his own gain
while we have nth in return
except to be suspended
FUCK!

no mood for anything today
pretty upset eh?
had no drive to work today at all
afterall, it's my last day
i'm gonna miss that place
yeah. won't be going back there
until next fri - to collect my pay onli

i just hate it when ppl don't give us respect
us as in,
waiters
yeah..we're supposed to SERVE
but still there's a need for ppl to give us the respect?
sometimes it may be difficult to get our attention
when we're busy
but there's no need to be impolite?
PeterLim-Trademark-Signal eh?
and it's so obvious that we dun like to be called this way
can't u just stop at one?
mus u go on?
how uncivilised working class ppl can be

back home
found myself too free
yeah
no longer working
no longer having any purpose to skip
nth to study yet
wat else can i do?
went to sleep
yeah. until now =X

i'm not that fortunate afterall
haha
while some ppl have got the chance to continue rope skipping
be it as a coaching career
or for performances, etc.
i got no purpose now
el oh el.
in the past, my friends tell me
"u're so lucky to be able to represent singapore"
yeah. i guess they were right
i was lucky then
but not now
coz i might not have the chance anymore =)

tml's thurs
going to yfc
yes..i made an apptment finally
then i realised
all these pilot dream thing
all my drive in studying
all my purpose in life
it's like so meaningless to me now?
haha.
i'm giving up, ain't i? eh?
oh well

may's coming
then soon it will be june
and next july
oh man
i wonder wat's gonna happen to me
for the next 2 mths ^^

i miss my friends
i miss my life which i had enjoyed
i miss those happy times
i miss her..
and..
where are my friends when i need them?
;)
i got no answer yet. lol

wat a day
yes
shd say a much happier day for me
ever since saturday
duno why
but things just made me smile thruout the day

oops.
not really
maybe one thing did not make me happy
a call came
early in the morning while i was at SP
coach's wife
I'M "SUSPENDED" FROM TRAINING
i need not attend training from this sunday onwards
becoz i had refused to take part in the dance performance!
oh wells

didn't really bother bout the call
until now
shall tok about how i feel later
let's go on to the rest of my day

so was at SP
9am!
mus be thinking why i was there so early
well..
had this "briefing" for my camp
yeah
"briefing"
ended up having ice-breakers
and cheers
and games...

was delighted
though didn't really enjoy myself there
coz i was abit..anti-social la =X
onli spoke when ppl approached
still happy to make some new friends
yeap
hu knows
maybe they'll be my best friends in poly? =X
jk..

finally ended the "briefing"
headed to clementi pri
went to help teammate wif her pri sch kids
they were having west zone rope skipping competition
so i was there early
didn't wan to go home anyway
helped wif their hair =X
jumped ard
and than cheered for them

kewl
R was there
he was coaching rulang pri
"unexpected" eh? =P
bet he coach them to beat clementi in west zone
and he saw me
and of coz enna and asiah
el oh el.
asiah went "later he see u how?"
i stared at her and said "so?"
i mean..yeah so?
see me so wat
he suspended me
i do wat i like now =)
and wat's wrong wif supporting my FRIEND cum teammate
lol.

sad for R
rulang didn't get overall champions
clementi did
could see his unhappy expression =PpP
so much for boasting that he's the best coach in the market?
el oh el
and so i was damn happy
coz, asiah beat R
and..clementi won the overall champs
weird eh?
5 yrs ago i was unhappy when clementi often got the overall champs
now i'm so happy for them =PpP

zonals over.
the 3 of us stayed back
to jump a little
felt happy
coz finally got to jump ard again
haven't been jumping ever since that dance thing started
and i'm always too lazy to train at home
and i realised i've become weaker
coz i was panting alot =X

went home soon
erm..and left home even sooner
lol.
bowling!
weeeeeeeee
scores ain't that high
but i'm quite happy
coz i managed to find my hook
and my scores were quite consistent
comparing to sunday's =D

oh yeah
i said i would tok bout the call
well..again
R didn't make the call personally
instead asking his wife to do so
lol. such a HUMJI coach
wat?
no face to tell me urself?
have to get ur wife? hu isn't even a rope skipping coach
and can't even skip properly?
=P

yes.
i'm damn angry wif him suspending me
i just realised that onli
coz i had nth to do but to think bout it =X
i'm feeling so fustrated
when he said we shd not coach
if we wish to train wif him
i didn't coach
not even when my aunt continued to approach me
i gave up the chance to coach at WEC
and now..
weeks later
he's suspending me?!?

on wat reason?
becoz i refuse to dance?
oh wtf
a rope skipping coach
suspending one of his most experienced skipper
becoz he refuse to do a dancesport demonstration?
wat kind of a reason is that?
ya la, he didn't say it la
but i find it stupid
when a rope skipping team is asked to do a dancesport demonstration
instead of a rope skipping demo
lol?
and he's not even gonna ask me do any rope skipping
HE STOP ME FROM TRAINING WIF HIM

damn it
i shdn't have listened to him
why not just coach in the first place
i'll still get suspended anyway
yeah
mae said till july
when the IOC Session thingy is over
that's like 2 mths
and i can do so much within these 2 mths

now i'm so jealous of asiah
=PpP
otherwise i could have coached a sch
and who knows..
beat R in nationals =P
lol
ar watever la
i'm not approached
i shall just slack
wahahaha

not really also
might consider going down to clementi
to help asiah wif the kids for nationals
afterall...
the kids dun mind calling me coach ;P
and the teacher spoke bout me
right asiah?
asiah's gonna lose her job soon =D~
yeah
and her mum's gonna get me!
=X oops.

ok shdn't say too much bout rope skipping
esp. when i'm saying bad things bout R
el oh el
coz when u search in yahoo.com.sg for "rope skipping"
u can find my blog!
omg. that's so scary
hu knows R might just find out one day =P

long post eh?
before i end...
congrats to clementi pri
well done, nice effort
congrats to asiah,
for beating R
and showing her PE HOD that her coaching is better
work hard for nationals
wahahaha.
i can be a stand-in coach for u guys btw =PpP
gdnite

slack
keep dropping things
my left hand felt so weak
ar..

i miss rope skipping
yeah
haven't been doing any
since the dancing thing started

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry......

i know
10 sorries wouldn't help solve the problem
neither would u feel better even i go on
maybe it's a mistake
my mistake
yeah...

went bowl again
AGAIN!
wif relatives this time
uncle helped me wif my throws alot
just that
i still can't get my curls
damn

i guess it's not a bad idea to bowl after all
rather than stay home
and think so much
in fact i was trying to find some entertainment for the entire day
couldn't get thru yfc
no mahjong game
so had to resort to bowl

122 101 108 128 143
bout 120 average
was having fun
coz it was a well-fought battle wif uncle
yes.
we were pretty even
until the last game
onli 2 open frames for him
his score was 208!
totally different league as him
lol.

erm..
i'm sorry alright?
i didn't mean any harm
but i had to do this

yeah
i need to slp
work tml
gonna put in all my effort for this coming week
final 3 days!
weee....

my day was pretty bad
couldn't have been worse
erm.
maybe the bowling session made it better
by A LITTLE

mahjong session
lol
it's becoming a saturday routine for us
=X
just that it's at my home today
yeah
and i lost another 26 bucks
another of my pay for one day gone
-_-

duno why
i left house damn early
together wif my friends
though we weren't going in the same direction
-.-"
how stupid
i reached marina bay half and hr earlier
and ppl end up arriving 10 mins late
waiting session eh?

yeap
went to victor's bowl at marina
siao eh?
go so far to bowl?
=P
well, not a bad environment
cost maybe just alright la.
and get to see some pros

got my gears
=)
and my thumb is swollen
my wrist hurts
>.<
12 games in 2 days
that's crazy

i'm sorry
didn't really wish to end it so soon
considering that we wouldn't have time for each other
but i had to be fair to u
maybe it would be better for u this way
-

weeeee...
no training tml
slack slack slack
still haven't call yfc
and haven't decided on whether to go queensway or not
i wana get a new pair of track shoe
mine is spoilt!

oh no
now i'm so into bowling
so eager to get into SP team
yeah
it's tough
definitely
that's why i wana play more to brush up my throws

mum's relunctant to get me the gears
coz i'm not in the team yet
but i dun have to get into the team
just for the shoes and everything
do i?
i mean..it's the same for my cousin
we bowl for interest
and fun.

went chevrons
to bowl of coz
yeah.. 100s back
low 100s la
damn
i realised how difficult it is to achieve 200
w/out all the strikes coming in
argh.

fuck up operator
it was my last game
last frame
the last 3 throws and i could leave
he purposely closed my lane
and let the technician wax the lane first
wth?
can't i just finish my throws?
spoil my game.
zz

weeee
i told coach i'm not doing the dance
sorta feeling better
and he told me there's no training this sun
hahaha.
maybe for me onli =X
oh well
i'll just go down to yfc then
i think i'm delaying my trip down there
lol.

erm.
this post is dedicated to SOME ppl la
ya
SOME
i can't afford to mention everyone
12.41 u see
i may sleep anytime from now =P

alright.
start wif teammates
as in, X-Jump
yeah
we will still exist as a team
no matter who we're training with
some day
i do hope
and i'm sure we all hope
to get together as a team
competiting together again

to enna
yeap
full of emotions
troublesome
attitude at times
and quite...
muddlehead =X
still, u know we all treasure our friendship with u
and we nv gave up on each other
some things dun have to happen
wat matters is that we're bonded together
as a team! xD

asiah
aiya
life is full of choices
u'll have to make at least one
every now and then
dun follow wat ppl say
consultation is good
but some things are meant for u to decide
ALONE.
and the team has nv gave up the hope of u rejoining us some day
or hu knows..
maybe we join u?
el oh el
R is just another obstacle

gladys
u onli sec 1
still got LONG WAY AHEAD
worry bout ur studies first =P
anyway,
gotta thank you
helpful as always

er yeap
that's bout all for teammates
just thought of mentioning u guys..
erm, i mean gals
coz i had so much free time
to view the archives of our blogs =X
oh gawd.
2 mths already. lol
and erm..
i still haven't forget bout the t-shirt thingy
=PpP
P.S. erm..u all haven't disappeared have u? haven't been seeing u gals in my blog =X

kay.
here's to my colleagues
though they won't see this
most probably
esp. to my supervisor
eve
always understanding
and nice to her staff
glad to be working under her for the past 4 mths
and also andrew
nice guy la
just that sometimes he say wrong things
which he dun even know is wrong
=X
hopefully he'll succeed in his career someday

yeah
alittle heartache
coz i'll be unofficially leaving my workplace
sch reopening u see?
nevertheless
i'll be back there
to cover my supervisor's shift
when she's overseas in may
and also
COLLECT MY PAY!
xD
hopefully that place won't closedown so soon la
=X
coz i wana go back there to work during HOLS

not to forget
CSS 4/5 2004!
wahaha..
miss those guys...and gals so much
i'm quite sad now
coz nobody goes to the same faculty as me in SP
=(
i mean, anybody whom i know la
so naturally, i miss 4/5
can't wait to meet up wif u guys during hols.
but that will have to wait
lol. school is just so taxing eh?
jesmine and wy
thx for still visiting my blog
at least u all help me keep it alive
eh?
jesmine..
RAWR eh?
let's play mahjong again some day =P
wy.
too bad u won't be the one sitting beside me in SP
nvm la
not a bad deal either
=X jk...

weee...
i'm gonna go slp
get as much slp as i can
before i start sch term
coz when it starts...
i'll have to burn midnight oil
that's for sure
cya.

omg.
enrolment day for me
gosh
i thought it was a waste of time
and i found out
School of EEE got no camp
-_-
shit
one camp less to know more ppl =P
well, we've got flag day instead
president's challenge charity

yeah
i signed up for 2 camps
2 day activities
considering if i shd go for another activity
lol.
why i so enthu? =X

argh
so busy so busy
i'm gonna go for the ssc coaching course
and yfc flying course
now i'm in a dilemna
coz i duno wat cca i shd go for in SP
bowling?
track?
rock climbing?
i wana join 2
but that would totally fill up my weekly schedule
>.<

oh yeah?
my course has onli 3 recommmended txtbooks
lol.
crap
means got lots of notes to take

i'm upset
so upset
yeah
U.P.S.E.T

i'm upset coz someone,
is destroying my liking for rope skipping
i dun understand why he's doing things
which are so unrelated to rope skipping
why not just concentrate on it
rather than waste time on dancesports
which isn't even my interest

i'm upset
coz he said olympic is not a competition
for PROFESSIONAL athletes
u mean li jiawei
cristiano ronaldo
maurice green
ian thorpe
ain't professionals?
they're amatuers?
and u're telling me,
the SSC wish to select amatuers for international competitions
rather than professionals?
el oh el.
no. i'm upset
i shdn't luff

i'm upset
coz i hardly get to see my friends now
reminds me of the song "lonely"
nvm
i'll go play it later

i'm upset
coz i've not slept well for the past 5 days
the ulcers in my mouth are the cause of it
in the nite
they hurt so much
that i can't close my eyes for even an hr
in the day
my mouth just feels so numb
and i got no appetite for food at all

i'm upset
becoz my blog doesn't tok to me
even after i've typed so much

great
so much for "rope skipping centre"
it's not that i dun like dancing
I LOVE DANCING
but i onli do hip hop
not rock and roll
zz

and thx for that crap u told me
it's not the first time
stubborn idiot
the fact that our attendance is getting worse
is becoz we're unhappy
and he doesn't seem to accept that fact
HIS LOSS!

now i'm so fed up
yeah
that's why i stormed out of the studio
stormed my way thru the crowd
to the mrt station
storming all the way back home
and went straight to sleep

i'm supposed to dance rock and roll?
maybe i'll just continue for awhile
and when i'm unhappy
i'll just request him to take me out of the performance
the very most i dun do the rope skipping performance too
big deal?
he has lots of "TALENTS" don't he?
leave me out, approach them =)
oh yeah
he can take me out of the team too
he'll do that sooner or later anyway
after wat happened today.

dammit
my mouth hurts
2 ulcers on the left
1 big one on the right
that's 3
now i'm so tired
coz i can't get to slp wif all the pain
>.<

oh yeah
before i forget.
actually...sylvester sim can sing la
listened to a short preview of his album
not that bad
maybe he should just remain in the chinese music industry
it'll do him good =P

hu knows.
sly may be the next jay chou
xP
this world is full of surprises.

i got lots to do
argh.
submit my yfc form
pay my 1st semester fees
etc etc etc
how much longer is this gonna take?

someone just stop the time
or make it go 10 times faster
PLEASE!

>.<
my head hurts
i duno why
and i caught a flu
after standing in the rain for sho long
no work for me

woke up at 2 today
12 hrs slp
god damn
i'm wasting my time away like this
lol.

was at turf city ytd
x-ctry nationals
css sure suck
neither of the team got into top 4
i think.
congrats to rq
happy day for her i shd say
coz we celebrated her bday
and she got 11th in the race
not forgetting 1st for team

this comp is getting on my nerves
just got it not long ago
now it's giving me probs
......

here's some horoscope thingy i got from friendster.

"You're losing patience for a friend's same old problems. Do them a favor: tell them."

and this..

"It's the weekend, there's someone you've been wanting to spend some time with, and the feeling is mutual. It's not too late, so give them a call. You deserve to enjoy yourself."

yeah right.
i asked but she didn't wan
coz she's sick
again.

my life's so messed up
otherwise i wouldn't be here now.
obviously couldn't get to slp
now i'm unsure of which step to take
or maybe i shd just take a lift
up to the top of this building
and jump down

tml's training
and nobody's going
i decided not to either
guess i'll just wander arnd outside
till it's time to be at grandma's house
it's her bday

hmm...
mum's coming home tml
sho much things to tell her
i hope she's gonna console me
instead of scolding.

oh man.
i'm tired
wish i could just slp
and not wake up anymore
....

zzz
fustrated
things ain't going my way

wasted my time at friend's house
playing mahjong
lost 35 bucks
oh well
doesn't really matter to me
money lose already can earn back

yeah.
my phone was back into normal mode
and was totally fustrated wif the replies i got thru sms
dun understand wat ppl nowadays are thinking

wat really angered me was the PA reply letter
"only successful candidates would be noticed"
yeah right
i got a post from them
was sho happy
until i opened it
dang.
"....regret to inform you that we are unable to register you as a Trainer for the above course."
oh great
how nice of them
now i can't coach at CCs either

erm.
what am i toking about
oh well
i'll just go cry to my pillow.

medical check-up!
=O
oh watever
routine check-up onli
xray took onli 30 sec
-_-
the doc was laming while taking my BP
"wat's that on ur bag?"
oh. like it's not obvious enuff
a name tag wif MY NAME

tml no training
i'm supposed to be fed up
shdn't i?
no?
i'm going mahjong!
yeah
lose all my money
...
CHOI!

ar.
i miss mummy
i need her to tuck me to bed
to feed me during meals
to read me bedtime stories
to play "scissors,paper,stone" with me
er. ok
i'm not going to the extent of "bathing for me"
too disgusting
but i wish she isn't in japan now
wouldn't malaysia be a nearer place? =X
jk..
ar. i'm just a spoilt brat
i need mummy!

haiya.
fuck up phone
i wish i could throw it away
and get a new one the next day
wow.
like magic liddat.

sho sian
i go write letter
love letters
yeah
to ssc and heart foundation
to confess my love for them
yeah right.
here comes my inspiration!

ggrrr...
damn singtel
i can't send my smses out
to some ppl
yeah, of all ppl
this is sho irritating
it's like being cut off from the rest of the world
argh.

hmm..
i realised something
when a girl says "see how first"
it usually mean NO
yeah. that big fat 2 words
N.O.
not theoretically proven
but practically proven.

i miss the uncle who was a cook at my work place
he quitted last week
yeah
i miss his lame jokes
and no matter how unwilling he is when it comes to cooking my lunch
he'll still get it done

er. i'm saying this
coz recently lots of uncles,
and i mean old uncles,
kept calling in to interview for the vacant cook position.
irritating
rude
impolite
impatient
i wish all of them wouldn't get hired

off day tml
xD
but i gotta go for check-up
>.<
i hope the doc is not gonna suck all my blood
with his needles and syringes

anyway
i'm gonna go slp
sho early eh?
i'm tired =P
after sho much sleep i've lost
just to watch the champion league matches
zzz

yummy
had pizza for dinner
sho fattening
x.X
oh man
now i feel sho bloated
i gotta exercise
or i'll soon turn into a big fat man.
yeah right

sis bday
i forgot =X
until aunt gave her a red packet
er..
nvm

ow
i've got bruise on my right arm now
hurt myself at work today
v.painful >.<
wat a big patch
now i've got scratches and wounds
on both sides of my arm
eeew
i look like a abused kid
=P

urgh
my arm hurts
sho painful
the doctor said i gotta amputate it
el oh el.

argh
singtel seems to be having probs?
my hp can't receive sms
and send out
damn it
i'm deprived of chatting
>.<

er.
let's see
wat to blog about
mmmmm.....
...........
...........

ok i got nth to say today
maybe let's end it here
my blog's dead anyway
xD

*rubs eye*
sho sleepy
x.X
didn't sleep last nite
couldn't slp shd say.
ya..
sho stayed up till mum and dad woke up
than followed them to airport
5.30AM
damn early sia

had breakfast at airport
the toast bread sho crunchy
lol.
went home after that
took the skytrain to terminal 2
not that fun and exciting after all
just a older version of the lrt
and the trip is onli bout a min or so

the journey from changi to jurong is damn long
yeah
was sho sleepy
wanted to doze off
but the damn train sho shaky
wat a torture.

erm.
am i supposed to apply for deferment from NS?
my friend say need
but i'm not even called up for NS yet
so..is need or dun need?
....
wat a chore to get myself enrolled into a poly

oh yeah!
on the way to the airport
the taxi driver was sho noisy
kept toking bout his son
duno wat study this study that
than now working
blah blah blah
than ask me study hard
wana go Uni dun need go overseas
can go to Sg one

truthly speaking
i've not thought bout going to a Uni
not even studying overseas
it's like..still a long way to go?
lol
and i dun even noe if i wana study for sho many yrs
wahahaha

ok
i need to slp
otherwise i'll die soon
.....

finally received the package from SP
full of crap
"your hair should be in its natural colour"
wtf.
u sure this is SP?
wah lao
1 semester 1k++ sia
1 yr 2k++ liao. sch fees sho ex
>.<

troublesome
i gotta go for medical check-up
mus take x-ray somemore
-_-
sho much trouble to get myself enrolled into SP
wat a waste of time

ouch
think shd classify rope skipping as a dangerous sport
=P
i've suffered from cuts and bruises
after training today
pain x.X
someone apply medicine for me pls?

yawn.
sho tired
tml mus wake up early
go to airport wif parents
hee..
i sho filial =X
wahahaha
er but 1 week w/out seeing my parents
wah lao.

alright
nth to do
i'm gonna go slp early.
bb!

April Fool!
fool?
not fun
worse april fools' day of my life
lol
slammed at work again
sho busy
than customers keep calling me
zz
worse thing was
there's onli 1 cook today
instead of 2
so he was doing both western and chinese food
SLOW
damn slow.

hmm...
sho fast weekend liao
7 days ago i was still bowling wif relatives
slacking arnd
well.
today bowled again
sho sian
i miss my strikes and spares
dun seem to get it often now

omg.
there was this guy
having 8 strikes in a row
pity that he missed the 9th one by 1 pin
sad.
thought i was gonna witness a 300
come to think bout it
i've not witness one before =X

argh
i wish i could use the excuse
"i've got lots of hw"
damn
but i can't
lemme go to sch!
er. budden...
does poly students have hw to submit?
or do they do self-studies?
lol.
me and my stupid statements =P

gah gah
mummy and daddy gonna leave for japan soon
monday
weeeeeeee
auntie say she coming to my house to stay
before she go back HK
wahaha
at least someone to keep an eye on sis
no need me to bother =P
hope mummy go buy lots of things in japan
FOR ME! xD

tml's sat
damn yfc
that woman who picked up my call i meant
say wana post me the application form
tml 1 week already
still no sign of an envelope from them
how reliable.