oh gawd
x.X
i feel sick
yeah. SICK
one of the reasons why i didn't turn up for work ytd
hehe.
i was lazing in bed
too tired and sick to get up

i slept 12 HRS !
wow
haven't had such a long nap
er..i mean slp
ever since i came back from malaysia
=P

back to work today
terrible
full house
yeah. customers had to queue up
and wait for seats
wat a rare sight.
my colleague was totally fustrated
when impatient customers kept rushing us
lol.

ouch
unknowingly.. i got a scar on my left arm
boomerang-shaped
looks kewl
but..painful
>.< ow

hehe
cracked a stupid joke just now
in front of 5 customers =X
my colleague was asking..
"why's everyone coming here for lunch today"
my reply?
"well. 31 March. last day of the mth."
"so?"
"PAY DAY!"
=PpP
eh. the customers stared at me
and laughed xP

weeee.....
i finished "the da vinci code"
kewl novel
amazed by dan brown's excellent writing skills
can't help but to say
i truly respect this guy
looking at the novel he wrote
the amt of facts he had to read up on
research on
and to write them down in detail
awesome

other than the "anti-christian" thoughts
i think..it's a wonderful book?
yep
great storyline
full of suspense
filled wif twists
which u would nv expect
well..sometimes =P
er.. y bother to find out how good it is?
GO READ IT LA!

aw shit
my head hurts
my body aches
i feel sleepy
*urgh*

god damn
everything is in a mess now
i mean..
my relationship wif close friends
my work
my thoughts
my mind
feelings..
everything is just messed up
someone help me?

things just dun seem to get out of my mind?
couldn't get to slp last nite
was reading my novel instead
all the way till 3am
yep.
out of desperation
i popped 2 panadols
to put myself to slp
pretty amazing that i still managed to woke up early eh?

funny
i slept at 3+
but felt no tremor
not a single movement
except for mine...
and my colleague crapped that his friends
who live in jurong
felt the tremors.
how...
exaggerating

ok. let's not sidetrack
tsunami has got nth to do wif me now
er
had to say some incidents affected me alot
so much that i was in a daze
throughout the day
couldn't concentrate on working
wished there was a bed there for me
to just lay and fall aslp

wasn't feeling that well
still.. i had to eat
dun ask me why
but i had a sudden urge to eat alot
sho i took lots of food for lunch
and...
i threw it all up
-_-
oh man.
i suddenly felt bad
for those who were affected by the tsunami
=X

hmm..
i'm just so afraid now
afraid that i would ruin everything
so much that i have planned
and discussed wif my friends
i almost destroyed everything
the friendship
the trust
the faith
the xceptional bond.

heh.
pretty much of a contradiction eh?
i'm always telling enna to put her feelings aside
but right now
i guess i need someone to tell me that
i seemed to have allow my feelings to tell me wat to do
and i dun think it's helping me?

yeah
i'm sorry team
teammates
friends.

mm...
alright i think i'm gonna stop here
weee...
i got my freestyle video for the m'sia trip!
hehe
trust me. u wouldn't like my performance
especially the ending part -_-

eh do u guys realise
my ending for performances always seem to have problems?
the asian championship
the yewtee performance
oh dear.
wat a curse =X

oh yeah
i hope we've not forgotten bout that quote i left?
"We'll Xcel, Cause Our Xtreme Personality Makes Us Xceptional."

shucks.
i'm sick
sneezing sho badly at work.
i'm dying soon
doctor said i've got a mixture of bird flu and sars
wow.
LOL!

erm..
to my dear FRIEND
or rather, fellow teammate
yes. i understand ur concern
or maybe like u said,
u're just telling me how u feel through ur experience
but i guess there's no prize
even if watever u say bout her was true?
sorry
but i dun think u shd tell her some things
if u're trying to spoil relationship
congrats. u've done it once
no offence
but i think i just need time wif her
and see how it goes.

wah
damn the new principal of css
fked up
do all new Ps cause so much problems in their new schs?
yeah. i'm pretty upset wif wat she's doing
much more fustrated than when d.tay took over

well..
apparently this P re-structured the council timetable?
yes, she's the P
she has the right to do so
so called "for the sake of their studies"
but i dun think it's nice to push forward the investiture date
by 3 mths?!? unfair to the present batch of sec 4s
and of coz
the investiture has to be witnessed by guests
be it from other schs. or former SC members
ironically this P did not wan to invite any guests?!?
luckily i was told by someone that they're still inviting

worse thing is
the present teacher-in-charge is not doing much
in helping the council board?
shdn't she be protecting them?
shdn't she say something when the tradition of the council is broken?
for so many yrs
the previous batches had worked so hard
and the alumni had tried their best
to improve the SC
now..
alas
the council is gonna be ruined
under the hands of the new P and teacher-in-charge
how great.

oh shit!
i committed an offence
in front of the Subordinate Court
yeah
a grave offence
one which no one shd make
not in singapore!
hmm..
i threw a litter on the ground
oops.
dun report me to the police
plssssss....
=P

sian
i got this feeling
i'm drifting away from my classmates again
i nv seem to have any subject to talk wif
any of them
and i hardly see them now
soon
i'll have no friends
>.<
wow
that's lonely
lol

weeeeee...
u know wat?
i guess my flu has some gd pts too
coz it puts me to bed early
earlier than usual
so that i can keep my mind off things.
wahaha.

weee...
"Hitch" is a movie worthwhile watching
hilarious
interesting
and of coz
touching
i don't agree wif my friend
when she said the starting was alittle too male chauvanist.
i think it was more of saying wat is happening in real life.
sometimes it's not the fault of the males
when relationships just don't go well
oh well. watever
i just like the movie for it's humourous parts
as for touching...er
i'm quite alright wif it that's all?

zzz
went out early today
to orchard to get the movie tickets
than realised had lots of time
sho wandered ard
oh man, i wan that billabong/quicksilver longsleeve shirt
wif the hood
it's kewl. but expensive >.<
bah. made a mistake by going back to the station to wait for friends
it rained.
sho we were drenched when we headed for cineleisure
shd have stayed at cineleisure earlier on =X
the rain washed away my wax!
sho i looked like when i'm at home
w/out wax...
nvm. still i look better than when i'm home =P

finished the movie
was sho tired
felt sleepy
went straight to grandma's house
had dinner
some sort of a farewell to my uncle
who's returning to HK tml.
my aunt's still staying! =P
yep
she agreed to stay over at my house
when my mum and dad will be away at japan
great. at least i need not worry bout my sis

lol
seems like my coach seriously doesn't need me anymore
i missed training
and it's the first time he didn't call me up
neither did he ask bout me
interesting.

my mum looks cute
no, dun get me wrong
i mean when she watches the rope skipping videos
she goes "wah" whenever somebody just do some acrobatic stunts
lol.
maybe some day when i do it infront of her
she'll go "CHEY, i've seen it on video so many times"
el oh el.

hmm..
i've a weird feeling
was it becoz of the show
or did she think about it carefully
well
just follow my instincts
eh?

alright
shall leave a little quote
yeah
made up by me
for my fellow X-Jumpers

We'll Xcel, Cause Our Xtreme Personality Made Us Xceptional.

does it sound right?
i hope so =P
nite.

shit
shouldn't have asked
guess it went too fast
*slap*
wake up dude.

didn't go to yfc
coz the person asked me not to
watever
she's gonna mail me the application form anyway
great
i'm not in the mood to go out either

boring
wake up sho early
to find myself stucked at home
chose not to go to grandma house
coz they were gonna celebrate uncle's bday
and none of my family is going
sho..give it a miss

i'm a bad boi
missing training tml
yeah
i'm gonna switch my fone to silent mode
coz i wouldn't wan a fonecall from coach to wake me up tml morning
^^

having a movie trip tml
well..
i think i might change my mind bout going
lol. dun hate me for this
we'll see how

boring.
i'm gonna be a bookworm
go read novel
and go to bed early
bb!

*yawn*
been a long time since i woke up early
got up at 7
er..
to go help grandpa shift his furnitures
and stuff
to new home
wasn't a good start to the day
coz my mum was shouting
and scolding alot
duno why. but she just got pissed off
while we were shifting
anyway
i feel like an idiot
a grandson who doesn't know where his grandpa is staying
i mean. is gonna stay
oh well
at least i know now.

went for lunch after that
i was like..the onli one eating
mum didn't finish her food
dad was obviously upset
after mum made a fuss over some padlock thing
well i bought him a drink.

i feel sho filial today.
not onli i treated my dad to a drink
i paid for my mum's bowling game!
yeah.
went bowling wif relatives at cdans
should say, wasn't my at my best
4 games
none crossed the 100 pts mark >.<
wat a failure.
i was busy attempting to curl the ball
damn diff.
esp. when i dun have a personal ball
and a wrist support
i wan one! x.X
anyway..enjoyed luffing at my throws
yeah. at least the blunders created laughters
24 bucks spent on the games

oh ya!
being a nice brother
i treated my sis
and cousins
to one plate of fries =X
kae la. one plate onli
but i'm still nice!
coz they were like bored there. lols

after that relatives wana go orchard
i think john little or something
and to have dinner ard there
mum didn't feel like going
sho i didn't join
i followed 2 of my cousins home
admiralty >.<
wat a long journey
to and fro.
well at least better than tampines.

busy day uh?
yeap.
exhausted
sleepy
tired
dead.
gonna slp any moment.
i'm hoping to go to youth flying club tml
i'll make a fone call
and see if i can make an apptment for tml afternoon
hopefully...
weee................
i wana fly!

oh yes.
before i forget
i got the name for our team!
Team X-Jump!
yeahs
cool uh? simple and nice
Xcel.Xtreme.Xceptional.
wow.
i wanted Xtraordinary
but it's too long
Xtra don't sound nice
Xecute isn't good
coz it sounds like Axe The CUTE
X E Cute
i dun wana get axed =PpP
alright
Xcuse me
i'm gonna blog off.
BYE!

lalalas
ggrrr..
sho irritated
it's ok if u dun remember my bday
no present nvm
i wouldn't say anything
but i hate it when ppl wish me happy bday
and it's over!
zzz.
and of all ppl
she forget the date!
my god sis!
...
nvm.

i hate to be kept waiting
unless i'm waiting for a lady =P
but it's a chore
when i have to wait to know when is sch starting.
where's my SP enrolment package?!?

i've got a sickening colleague
yeah.
that blur, forgetful guy.
he's a sch dropout
and he seemed so proud of himself
always blabbering bout his "fighting skills"
his lecherous "hobbies"
wat else.
ar
everything that he shows off is bad
bad for a good boi like me
>.<

i hate to be shown attitude
esp. when i'm already giving in
and when i'm not in the wrong
not happy wif wat i'm doing
just speak
dun play with words
dun gimme that fk up tone
sorry
but onli i show attitude to others
coz i'm a spoilt brat
yeah. brat!
xD
*oops*

i'm sad.
coz my phone went a little crazy
i dropped it afew days ago
my first drop!
argh.
heart pain
my comp. is giving me probs too
new comp leh.
=(
damn. damn it. damn fk!

weeeeeeeee
i feel sho..
wat am i feeling?
life is full of troubles
tml is gd fri
i think they should rename it bad fri
i got lots of dates!
yeah.
my supervisor ask me go m'sia
to eat -_-
she say there cheap.
my friends planned to go to movies
but i guess it's cancelled
er..
no comments.

mummy asked me to help tml too
coz grandpa shifting home.
i'm afraid to take the risk
i've got sinuse!
i'm sensitive to dust!
oh watever.
anyway i think relatives organising bowling
there u go
another date

weekends are just sho boring for me
though i seem to yearn for it
but everything just repeats itself
slack
face comp.
slp
training
bah. BORING

i love trainings
i love my coach
i love his studio
i love to travel from jurong to tampines
and then back to jurong
every sunday
and i love to lie.
xD

*it'll never be the same once u mention the word "fuck"*

yay!
it's thurs tml
last day of work for the week
than fri-sun slack!
er. not realli =X

stupid poly
still haven't send me letter
and i'm supposed to be kept in suspense
on when i'm gonna start my course
wah lao.
i think i gotta get my books?
money again -.-"

yeah
i think i'm still poor
trying v.hard to save up alr
i onli spend when i go out wif friends
okay.
maybe i didn't today
i spent 3++ on one packet of oreo and drink
coz i didn't have breakfast
sho was eating on bus
and couldn't finish it
threw them away =X
wat a waste

gawd.
i'm just too lazy
yeah
lazy
not in the right mindset to start on any proposal
it's difficult to negotiate
especially as a student
as a competitor
and someone w/out relevant qualifications
HARD!
wif no replies,
or rather.. response done
after my 2 letters
i'm just sick
sick of going on

hmm.
i forgot my mum dad and sis are going to japan
next mth
7 days.
>.<
i'll be home alone
er.. not really
wif maid and wywy =X
i sorta regret not wanting to go wif them?
coz it's for religious purpose
but this time round
they're having more time for shopping!
weeeee...
i wana go shopping in japan!
too late.
i'll just stay home =(

ytd was watching videos
2 videos onli
i had tears flowing down my eyes
twice!
one was the yewtee cc performance
the other was a bday celebration
for my grandpa yrs back
he ain't arnd anymore....
....

i can't wait for my poly term to start
yeap.
i'm jealous of my friends
those hu went jc
coz they can pon lessons!
i dun care
when poly starts..
i'm gonna pon too!
jk. =P

bored.

shag
late nites are killing me
was smsing last nite again
and my friend slept halfway thru
-_-
couldn't get back to slp
feeling troubled
by lots of things

yeap
it's official
i'm posted to Singapore Poly
Aerospace Electronics
after waiting for sho long
after sho much anxiety
i suddenly felt sho lost
sch is starting
in a mth or two
>.<

i promised my mum
i would study hard
put studies as my priority
am i able to do it?
i'm starting to regret my promises =X

i shdn't have mentioned bout the money issue ytd.
it's like...
onli 2 paragraphs or so?
and it became an issue among us now
and i nv once said i didn't like them to join me
of coz i wish i can have friends
to help out
definitely makes my life easier

oh well
obviously got stressed up
i hate it when ppl say
"he don't understand us"
especially my friends
close friends

everything is not as simple as it seems
we might have talked bout it before
and had little plans here and there
but that's not enough
being in the counter-strike "world" for like 4 yrs
i know how difficult it is to start a team
like counter-strike
rope skipping definitely has it's talents in singapore
many are capable of doing wat foreign countries can do
but the lack of support
from government
makes it difficult to start a proper team
to compete overseas
much less to remain active in singapore

oh well
watever
i gotta do it anyway
whichever way
thought bout it
can't remain wif coach for long
and i don't like the way he manage things
and say things
still rmb the negative things he said
back in KL
in that small room
lucky i was the onli guy in the team
otherwise ppl would have been more embarrassed
ppl make mistakes
but there's no need to go too personal?

hopefully everything works out well
my first step is of coz the trainer application
and the CC course
than i would be writing letters to sports council
and heart foundation
to appeal for help
wif signatures of course..
not my mine alone =P

most importantly
i guess would be the sponsors
this would be difficult
i'm hoping to get 1 or 2 companies
to sponsor the team?
yes,
my team
not coach's

heee
guess i've got lots of spare time
otherwise i wouldn't be planning all these
quite true
considering the amt of time i spend on buses
to work and back home
....

gonna work thru the nite
i've not touch on the poster yet
too lazy last nite
hopefully can get everything ready by tml
^^

i need help. not pressure. it's fustrating.

sleepy x.X
slept at 1pm last nite.
was busy smsing =P
all the way from 12-1
enjoyed the chat wif her
lol.
i couldn't stop when the said
"cme teach rubbish"
el oh el
anyway,
ytd was the earliest time i slept
since thurs =X
and i slept SOUNDLY! wahaha

hmm..
was back to work today
colleague got flu this time
he blamed me!
...
nvm
i shalln't quarrel wif him
=P

eve was a little upset today
coz she thought about her future
and my colleagues' as well
most of them are those hu graduated w/out a cert
or don't study
like her
well
i sympathize them after hearing wat she said
it's really difficult for them
in the future i mean.
they can't expect to work at Reading Room
for the rest of their lives?

i thought wat eve told me was right
i should be thankful
even if my life sux
yep i realised that long ago
just that, her words made me say this now
i'm fortunate to have my parents
or maybe, more importantly my mum
w/out her i wouldn't be able to cont. wif my studies

blunt at times she may be
but my supervisor is right
i totally agree wif her
after wat fiona said
duno if she meant it
or not
but i guess studies is impt.
and i know it's not easy to get a job
w/out even an o lvl cert
^^

and after listening so much
i realised
it applies alot to my rope skipping teammates
yes
read this
and think it over
i don't wan to regret making a wrong decision
neither do i wan them to step into the wrong direction

i may sound selfish
but i dun think i'm gonna involve my friends for the coaching
ok. i made it sound bad
maybe i shd just say,
i wouldn't ask them
but if they wana come down during the practices
why not? =)

still
i wouldn't encourage
firstly,
they're young, except for one
studies is still their priority
trust me
right from sec 1.
u gotta start early
for O's =D

secondly
i don't think i've got enuff money to pay them
er i mean...
share the honorarium given by the CC
it's definite that i would be getting little
i can't expect much
when i dun have a coaching cert
maybe u guys wouldn't mind
but i do
i can't expect my friends to help me out wif the coaching
and get nth in return

yes
i do sound selfish
"dun wish to share the money"
that's wat some would think
but wouldn't i be more selfish
if i were to ask them to help out?
their studies would be affected
due to the time spent on rope skipping
and of course
our largest problem still lies wif HIM
read on =)

time and again
he's been repeating
"u're not allowed to do coaching"
so if he were to find out they're helping
wouldn't i be getting them into trouble
indirectly?

moreover,
this CC thing is onli for yew tee
we may not have projects after that
it's a risk
too much to take
we'll have to wait
maybe when i get more offers
i'll rope u guys in
definitely.
er..i mean gals

yeah
right now
rope skipping plays an impt part of my life
i'm not giving it up so soon
xD
hopefully i'll get an approval from PA
to be a trainer at the CC
then my coaching career shall start officially

as for the trainings wif coach
i think we'll all just carry on
and see how
i've thought bout it
we would be able to gain somemore experience wif him
considering the projects planned at midyr and eoy
at the same time
slowly allowing me to broaden my network
=P
yeap
and i'm still waiting asiah to return back to the team
i'm sure we all are
nevertheless
the decision still lies wif her

weeeeeeee
away from rope skipping
er...
nth else bout my life
-_-
hahaha
guess life w/out sch is sure boring
i've lost contact wif lots of friends in css
as in, hardly chat wif them
even online.
>.<

anyway
postings are gonna be out tml
8am
as the website says...
*shrugs*
i wana start sch soon x.X
when poly life starts
i think i gotta start all over again
gotta make alot of new friends
hopefully good company =P
that's difficult

and of course
i'm gonna work hard
do well for my 3 yr poly course
like mdm aishah said
"go to poly nvm"
"work hard and top the cohort"
i'm waiting for that day ^^
no la
not sho greedy
doing well for exams would be fine

hmm.
that's all for today
sleepy alr
gonna go design the posters
and get to slp
xD

*oops*
add on for today.

coach asked fiona bout the performance
wahaha
she replied the same as wat i told him
lol
can't stop luffing now.

ar
fuck
i think i injured another toe
i injured one last week
when i banged into my room door -.-"
now i've got a 2nd injury
jump too much xD
hopefully it's just a sprain
not a fracture
or else...
WAHAHAHAHA
=X

damn.
i forgot to watch lord of the rings.
!!!

rawr!
no joy
even when i'm alr 17
lol.
.....
still under 18
>.<

yipeee...
another present
again from skipping friend
er..handphone accessory bah
wif my name
xD

realised something
all my presents have the same color
either blue or pink
o.O

oh shit.
i'm supposed to create a poster now.
A4 size
for the yew tee cc course thingy
sho troublesome
and i fail art
=P
oh well..
computer does it all

back to training mode
went for training at tamp.
changed my rope
was charged 3 bucks
how...stingy he could be?
anyway
he didn't ask much bout the performance
sho heck care for now?!
lol.

training was BORING
yeah
boring is the word
was practically forcing myself to smile
didn't like my new training partners
oh yeah
i've got 2 teammates now
2 new guys
supposedly they dun leave the team
OR
i don't get kick out =P
think they're too playful?
and it's like..
one of them keep saying
"your fault"
not pointing to me of coz
but he can't do a proper switch
sho.. i tot it was wiser for him to keep quiet and learn?

aiya
coach went into the coaching issue again
think it's the 3rd time he's been saying it
yeah right
he dowan anyone to do coaching outside
he dowan coaches in the team
sho why he suggested...
"maybe i might take part next yr"
?!?
how complicated

weee...
posting gonna be released soon
hope i really get my choice
if not really no interest in studying
actually..
i got no interest in studying at all wat?
sho..wat was my point?
lol

sho tired.
i'm gonna slack tonite
and back to work tml..
-_-
boring life.

weee...
it's 12.10am now
20 march
=(
lol.
wat a day!

well
gotta say it was one of my best bday
for the entire 17 yrs of my life?
though there wasn't much of a celebration
i guess it's just the company of close friends
friends whom i enjoy being wif
friends whom i've known for years
and not forgetting
friends who have the same hobbies as me

day didn't start too well
was 12 and i decided to slp
than came the SMSes -.-"
first one came at 12.05
and than came the next, and the next
and another
non-stop
till bout 1+
was trying to get back to slp
but some crazie dog was barking
not wywy definitely
kept barking till 3am
and i finally fell aslp -.-"

woke up ard 10
again due to sms =X
couldn't get back to slp
sho started my day
was feeling pretty excited
than dad and sis came home
they went early shopping
got me a shirt
and some bands
"world without strangers" xD
wat a waste.
they onli got 3 of the bands
i wan them all!

the shirt was pretty plain
but well.
it's the thought that counts
hardly do i get a present
which dad buys.
brought the shirt along wif me when i went out
wore it after the performance ^^
kewl.

met up wif excos
to have lunch?!?
onli ben adi and cj turned up
sho 4 of us sian sian
went to Holland.V
cj insisted on having subway
went there, she bought a bread and we left
el oh el.
went next door to have katong laksa
didn't taste different from the other laksa i eat.
watever.

2+
the rest didn't turn up
sho we left
went off for rehearsal wif teammates
guess everyone were tired
worn out. lol
not that productive
at least it was better than ytd la.

finished everything
went to cck to have dinner
hmm..
should say my day was a little spoilt then
coz attitude problems started to come in
nvm
it's over
shalln't brood over it
they were too tired that's all

went back to the CC earlier
slack ard loh
not bad lar.
my cousins came over to join us and chit chat
sho we were like enjoying each other's company
no.
i think they were enjoying the small kid's company
-_-

wee...
then the performance started
everything was fine
thought it was a success
except that....
my rope broke at the end
=(
oh well.
fated
still..a v.positive response from the crowd
lots of aunties praised us =/
some kids joined us to jump awhile
outside =X
hopefully the course would go well

yeah
played bb wif ben adi rudy and his bro
and some 5 other gals whom we dunch know
wana thank those guys man
esp. adi and ben
afternoon go out already
at nite still make it a pt to come down to yewtee
thank 4 of them for their support xD

didn't go off wif any my friends
waited for my relatives
than went home
too tired >.<

hmm..
gotta thank ppl
lol
if not ppl think i heartless
well thanks sean chua
for ur early sms
i dun think u'll forget my bday lar =P
thanks to jesmine also
first person to sms me
and to wake me up =P

thanks to cj
for her "lubricant"
...
also.
thanks for the shirts and wire thingy
from enna asiah gladys
AND CELINA!
lol..
think those were the onli presents i got
other than the ones from my family =X
better than nth.

oh yeah.
special thanks to them also
really special ones
dun care if ppl read and tell HIM
but gotta thank them
to make it a pt to go down for practice
and make the performance a successful one
if not.
i think the course sure can't make it
weeeeee!

haha
guess that's all
oh yar!
i spent the last 5 mins of my bday
BATHING!
lol.
bb

weee...
i'm sho tired
AGAIN.
yeah
i'm working v.hard
putting in alot of effort
in the yewtee cc thingy
hopefully everything goes well
and he better not ruin anything for me!

well.
had practice wif my friends
for the performance tml.
it's v.messy
can't blame. last min work
all thx to HIM
hopefully gonna be better tml
i'm tired already.
>.<

tml got a long day
gonna meet up my excos
wahaha..
long time nv go out wif them
than gonna go off for rehearsal
and of coz the performance!
still considering if i shd join my relatives for the dinner
see how lar.

wow
lots of movies that i wana watch
son of the mask
hitch
the eye!
well i guess hitch is really nice
my friends are full praise of it.
the eye.
not as interesting bah.
but i wana know wat's the new storyline
after watching the previous one =P
weee...
MOVIE SPREE!

kae.
bedtime
mummy pls wake me up tml
it's MY BIG DAY! xD

ar.
fuck!
i'm down wif flu again
came from no where
suddenly started sniffing at work.

sho tired.
had to do morning shift today
coz supervisor too tired
she celebrated her bday at club >.<

touchdown!
yeah.
my aunt landed last nite
from hongkong
sho glad to see her
she nv seem to fail to be back ard this time of the year
to celebrate wif me!
last yr had dinner wif her
too bad i dun think i'm gonna have one wif her
coz i'm performing -.-"
well she'll still get to see me

argh
i'm so tied down
and exhausted
i won't forget this man
that idiot
gave me this trouble
i wouldn't mind if i was informed 1 week before
but he took my friend off the performance last sunday
only to tell me, he's leaving everything to me
yesterday?!?
to hell wif him man.
the performance's on sat!

watever.
i'm doing watever i've planned
don't care if he's gonna scold
or kick me out of his team
anyway i got this feeling
that he's unhappy bout me
and my mum
and i'm gonna get booted soon
hurray.

yes
i'm taking the risk
risking the future of my friends
by involving them
even when we're told not to
his business
he said it would be my problem
and not RSS's
so i'm gonna do it my way
and i'm getting MY FRIENDS
not my TEAMMATES =)
get that clear

shit
i just remember
i have not got a new string for the guitar
fark
.....

aiya
can't stand this nose
i wish i dun need one
*sniff*
...
*archoo!*

tired
yeah tired
as usual lar.
lol
went lot1 kbox
wif classmates
they wanted to sing
so i joined them
and listened =quite fun loh
then they played some stupid song
to sing happy bday

gawd
i reek of liquor just now
duno why
after work i smelled bad
i didn't come into contact wif any alcohol
hmm...

wah
wtf.
the performance on sat is at 9pm!
i tot i had to rush there
now i know.
I GOT LOTS OF TIME TO SLACK
i dun wana join my family for religious thingy
neither do i wan to join them for dinner
it's stupid
having dinner
at the place
where i'm performing. -_-

ar.
i wan watch son of the mask
i wan watch that lil babie
bounce up and down
and his head bloat
xD

i've got a cute colleague
no, he's not a gal
neither am i gay
but he's just damn cute
think he has lack of brain cells
he just can't seem to remember things
guess he'll get to eat fried cuttlefish soon

rawr.
have i done sth wrong?
i dun think so
dun put too much hope in wat i say
coz i nv promise u guys anything
yes, i did plan
but i can't just do it as i like
it's best if peace settlement can be achieved
i'd rather not make things worse
when i can do it a peaceful way
unless i gotta do so
*wham*

er..
the song "best in me" suddenly playing thru my mind
well
sort of remember that song
after i heard it on p10
think it's kewl
lol

wtf
time passes by sho quickly today
work was tiring
busy till the end
...
and i'm tired now

jitao sian
classmates wana go kbox
for gathering
TML!
first thing..
after work sho tired
2nd thing
i dun like to sing
3rd thing
go there do wat?
el oh el
i'll reconsider.

fark lar
i'm sho tired
no drive at all
dun feel like doing anything
to rebel
no mood to go research on coaching
it's like a waste of time
my mum's not giving me any motivation yet
"studies still comes first"
watever lar
duno how many she's repeated that

i think i'm drifting away
from sch life
i totally forgot that it's a sch holiday today
well can't blame
sch holiday has got nth to do wif me
i still gotta work
lol
and i just realise it's hard to earn money
>.<

aye
why nobody home
i wana eat my dinner
and drink my soft drinks
why ain't anybody back yet?
i'm starving...

just came home
after having bowling at chevrons
wif the rope skippers =the games sux
well, for me
shalln't elaborate further

weeeeee
i've got a new opponent
*ahem*
i mean.. teammate =P
well, 15 yr old guy
i shd say he's not that bad
yes,
he can do wat i can't
but dun forget
he can't do some of the things that i can ^^

my first impression of him
wasn't that good
well, the triples were impressive
he can do the mule kick
it's all becoz he does his own practice
secretly.
but he ain't that great
coz he's not the type who's willing to learn
after today's practice
i could pin-point that =)
well if i do have a cheorography wif him
think i'll be doing most of the following
coz he won't bother to learn
lol

i've got a scar on my wrist
well it will stay wif me
for the rest of the week
i presume
it shall stay as a reminder
for me to do my own practice
EVERYDAY
be it before or after work
i shall practice on my own
i got to admit
i'm old
but i'm willing to catch up ^^

heh
coach hasn't come up wif any contract
sort of expected it
he ain't that efficient
but well,
he mentioned bout the coaching thing
and i tot he was crapping
coach can't compete?
look at the hong kong team
and the usa team =)

well
i'm staying in the team
for now.
note: for now
things do change
it might change after next week
or maybe afew weeks later
we'll see
he has some big plans
so-called wif gov. sectors
ccab
youth and sports ministry
well, he said cfm
but he said the same thing last yr
for the eoy championship
and it was cancelled ^^
he nv seem to accomplish wat he plan
el oh el

weeeeeee
that means no more coaching for me
at the moment
i won't be coaching at the cc either
so sorry for my friend who's helping clementi pri
she won't be able to join us
coz of that stupid rule
stated by coach

wahahaha
i think the class gathering on tues
is cancelled.
well most can't make it
lol
i can't too >.<
i suggested to make it on sunday
since i've got work on weekdays
performance on sat
sunday would be fine
it'll tempt me to skip training =X
or worse comes to worse
i'll just join them after trainig
again...
SEE HOW

oh shit
i think i look at gals too much
today at mrt saw chiobu
well..
gee
i sort of just turned
happened to see her
than she saw me
than we look at each other
i thought of smiling to her
but...
forget it
i shalln't be so friendly =/

*yawn*
i feel sleepy
well
i'm just tired
after so much jumping
and bowling
exhausted x.X

*cough*
i'm coughing
dad's coughing
sis coughing too
i didn't pass the germs to her
intentionally
but she got it somehow
*oops*

gah gah
y hasn't he called me?
scared to speak to my mum ar?
lol.
well he did do something
something which we all expected
wat's next?
i'm still waiting...

wah shit lar
why does everyone likes to go lau pat sat
no.
i dun hate that place
but...
i hate eating so much =X

weeeee
tues got outing
wif fourfive.
i haven't promise them anything yet
still considering
coz i got work >.<
ar..
i can't decide

i can't decide
i can't decide
i can't decide on lots of things
including the army thing
yes i said i wouldn't sign up for any scholarship
but i'm still considering
do i really wana be a pilot? =X
and then..
there's my hobby
do i wish to cont. it
wif him?
ar
sho many things.
my head hurts x.X

lol
customer ordered seafood fried rice
i brought out a nasi goreng
and served it to her
she didn't react
and ate it
and was struggling to finish it
coz it was apparently...
too spicy for her.
LOL!

hmm.
seems like celebrities are flocking into my workplace?
first it was that "beautiful" lady
now guess hu.
it's daniel ong from p10!
i got his signature
no, not for myself
it's on the receipt
coz he paid by credit card =X

oh yeah
he gave a tip of 5 bucks
wow
celebrity life huh.
well, not really
that "beautiful" lady didn't give any tip
i'm nice enuff to even call her lady
xD

tml's sat
stuck at home again
duno wan to go where
dun feel like spending money also
hmm...
SIAN

er
wah lao!
my mummy got a 7260
for herself!
not fair =(
i onli got a 6610i
>.<
i also wan 7260...
boo

oops
i think my dad and i infected everyone else
wif cough =lol
not on purpose loh

lol
street revolution
orchard road
so what now?
can i go there and vandalise?
street revolution right?
xD

wah sian
i miss playing soccer
and hockey
v.long nv run
legs rusty liao
someone organise outing leh
let's go kick some balls!
oops.
i meant play soccer =P

i got my pay
for last mth
and i think it's sucky
sho little nia!
guess i worked too little last mth

wtf
i saw this part-timer actress
at my workplace
she's the one
hu acted in the first episode of the 9pm chi show
the one who "zhengxi"
kept praising "u're so beautiful"
well i almost went to her and say
"u're so buttful"

er wtf.
man utd lost again
oh well
as usual =P
i dun really like the man utd now anyway
not when they sold beckham
and jaap stam
i still love ronaldo though xD

ooo..
ronaldinho has such lovely butt
i mean when he scored against chelsea last nite
el oh el
oh yeah
couldn't stop luffing
when i heard the scoreline between Lyon and Werder
7-2
a match between 2 teams
at the stage of the final 16 teams
7-2?! that's 9 goals!
wat a joke.

yay.
tml no work
slack at home
no money earn
...

fuck
yes i said fuck
no i'm not thinking dirty
i'm just fucked up
lol

idiotic
i think i lost my fitness again
was panting
after climbing a flight of stairs
1 week+ w/out skipping
and i'm like that
el oh el
gawd help me

oh yeah
cough asked me to send my regards to everyone out there
he said he's gonna befriend wif more ppl
yep.
do say hi when u see him.

stupid doctor
i ate the medication he gave
and i started coughing
non-stop
throughout the nite -.-"
can't even get a proper sleep

ow
i think my stomach has got a hole now
after coughing so much
it hurts alot
my throat too
...

this is terrible
i can't seem to cough out the phlegm
but i kinda feel it stuck around my throat
or izit the panadols?

still as deadish as before
just that the fever is gone
headache's gone too
vommitting came -_-

yeah
think i popped too many panadols
and flu capsules
3am
woke up and ran to the toilet
tried to vomit out watever i can
but no matter how hard as i tried
onli saliva came out -.-"
and probably air
not surprising though
i didn't have anything for the entire day
and the day before =X

after 3 failed attempts of vommitting
finally went back to slp at 7
i meant FINALLY...
woke up, LATE!
lol..
took a taxi down to training
hu cares
got no energy to take an mrt down
all the way to tampines... -_-

training was a waste of time
for me.
i spent around 1 hr
watching others skip
coz i couldn't continue training
>.<

yay.
my daddy bought me a new wallet
U.S.Polo!
i went wow when my mum passed it to me
xD
i thought mum was crazy
when she suggested going to the hospital
...
i don't wana go for injection >.<
i scared pain...
LOL!
that would make a nice excuse.

hmm..
okay gonna get my arse out of here.
no. don't worry
i promise
i'm not going to pop anymore panadols
for today.
lol..

zzz
from just cough
to sore throat
then headache
then fever
and next flu
wtf?
sick for 3 days already
when isit gonna stop?
ok i got nth to blog

fuck lar
for no fking reason
i started coughing at 12 midnite
and then...
a series of coughs came.
and *tada!*
i'm sick now -.-"
not just cough
but...
fever too.
where the hell it came from?

sho fustrating
i wan to work
or else i'll be bankrupt!
but being sick
leaves me wif no choice
but to stay at home

yep it's official
i can't sign up as a pilot
if i wan to take JPSDS
coz it's for the officer scheme
while i can onli choose specialist scheme
-.-"
so afterall,
i may not go for any scheme
until i complete my diploma
and then try for pilot when i go to U?
fuck
that's 3 more years...

my friends are all complaining
that the website for JAE is not working
oh well.
tml's the last day
definite huge jam on the day
yeah, that means big trouble
thousands of us may not get to study
for the rest of this yr!
el oh el

oh man
i feel sho weak
my can't move my limps.
and i'm using my mouth to type now.
shit!
i think the fever has made me insane.

yep!
back to work!
sho many days of break
and i'm getting bored of it
but work was tiring today
raining heavily
after a long period of "drought"
-_-

well
the rain brought in more customers
it's not the customers that i hate
it's the IMPATIENT customers!
zz.
i was apparently too busy
wif onli 3 staffs around
and the customer kept picking on me
shouted at me when i'm not the cook?
it's not like my fault
when the cook doesn't like her
and doesn't wish to get her food done?
el oh el

fuck.
i was told that the JPSDS doesn't apply to pilots positions?!?
then now wat?
my dream is gone?
wtf?
so i've got to go for commandos now?
no, i dun have to.
i'll just burn my o lvls cert
and quit studying =
i'm in deep trouble
deadline for jae is fri
and i have not decided wat course to go for
neither have i decided on my future career
how great
think i'm more stressed
than i was taking my O's
....

gawd
i just hate flooders
it's not like i need ppl to test my mouse's scroll?
have to scroll the entire log
to read an entire person's msg?
wow?
sho like to write essay
go take part in essay writing competition lar.
smart alec.

oh yeah.
and i didn't mean it was farny
i meant it was "HUMOUROUS"
how "intelligent" ppl can be

okay gonna catch some slp
work again xD
oh!
it's march!
gonna get pay soon! =P

zz
i'm starting to get fustrated
with this tagboard
i changed to fooble
coz my previous one always lagged
and now,
fooble goes down everyday -.-"

was v.tired
duno why also
maybe coz i feel less stressed after getting my results
sho managed to sleep longer
until 1++pm -.-"

sian
i feel so...inferior
lol.
my classmates seem to score better than me
almost every of them
-_-
oh well...
hu cares

army mailed me
navy mailed me
why air force don't have anything?!?
zzz...
am i pinning too much hope on the pilot scholarship?
do they even intend to offer me one?
wat if i fail to get the scholarship?
can i apply for the army one?
shit.

the performance has been confirmed
but still unclear
and now..
they tell me we need to apply wif PA
in order to do coaching at CCs
wtf.
SIAN!

omg
injury hit
lol...

yeah
it's gd to know that i have friends hu care
and i acknowledge that
but i'm the the kind of person
hu does things on wat i've decided
sho don't have to be over-concerned
maybe u guys over-reacted
*oops*
^^

to all my friends
hu asked how i felt upon receiving my results...
i'm fine
seriously.
just need some time to make some decisions
decisive ones
otherwise i'll regret for the next 3 yrs -.-"

hmm.
ytd was abit furious
after coach's calls
sho didn't blog anything interesting

well,
had training in the morning
did practice for the cc performance
i'm starting to hate the performance.
coz it's on a bad day
for me
and now, the performers have been decreased to 3
1 of them is someone whom i dislike
oh nvm.

then students from east coast pri came
taught them some basics
and showed them our performance
dun think they were really impressed.
lol

went off around 2
to tamp. mall for lunch
then decided to go join the others at sun plaza for arcade
played till around late afternoon
rushed home...
TO REST.

got back results today
was feeling a little worried at first
anyway i scored 19 for my L1R5
14 for L1R2B2
scored better than i expected
but, still a little disappointed

i spent most of my time on C.Humans
and i onli scored a C5 -.-"
my Emaths onli had an A2
due to moderation i guess...
the onli consolation i can get,
is probably from my Amaths and Eng
improved by 6 grades for Amaths
got a B3 for Eng
was lucky not to fail for physics
a C6 =O
oh well,
for someone hu studies onli 1 mth before O's
wat else can i expect?
gotta be grateful i dun have a fail =)

sho proud to be part of 2004 css sec 4 cohort
think we the did sch proud
improved alot as compared to the past yrs
one of the best
as compared by the present principal
hope css still has it's autonomous status
and may we be promoted to BAND 3 and above!

went off for bb after that
played awhile onli
coz it was drizzling
and i was getting tired
head home and bathe

jm was so *toot* to sms me 30 mins before meeting time
i was to meet ck and the gang at jp
well, felt gd going out wif them again
a little outcasted at times
but, it's always this feeling
anyway nice to be out wif these dudes
cracked silly jokes
and one was "ur l1r5 reflects ur age"
lol..i'm 19!

had pasta for dinner
then went to ck house
i played mahjong wif afew of them
the rest went for pool
well, i lost 7 bucks
x.X
gosh now i feel so poor
after spending so much within 2 days
el oh el
and my working days seem lesser and lesser
guess i'm really going broke!

alright.
gonna go get some slp now
tml morning gonna go cmpb
before i head for training
"secret" training wif friends
-.-"

oh yeah
before i forget
gotta salute to adi and rudy
once again the top 2 students in 4/5
afterall they promised to do their best
indonesian power eh?
7 pts and 8 pts
wat can i say? lol

and also
CONGRATS TO ALISHA!
my president for SC
as always, scoring distinctions
8 A1s
perfect score
our top student
xD

Hello world!

Jeremy Ang
19 March 1988

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